Charm

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Charm at 2 days old with her dam, Sassy. May 24th 2005

Saturday, January 6, 2024

Firelight Blessings: Lovelight Ripples

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Sending out ripples of love and light, listening for guidance, wisdom and truth has been my compass for a long time. Some people, students and friends have mentioned that they too can feel ripples of positive or negative energy radiating from the people around them. Others have no understanding of this at all. 


While teaching, I had to keep my personal beliefs private. It was necessary, because as a teacher, my spiritual beliefs were not allowed to be discussed in the classroom. Everything I said needed to remain neutral. I don't know how I managed to stay neutral, now that the "handcuffs" are off. I am finally free to express my strong beliefs about communing with my Angels, Angelic Team, my Spirit Guides and the Universe freely. 


For a very long time I have listened for guidance, wisdom and truth, however, now I can actually talk about my life long connection with my spiritual team. I can talk about messages that come to me, like I did, when my friend and Bear crossed over the rainbow bridge. I can talk freely about the dreams and visions I have had and will continue to have. I can talk about the sweet messages, as well as the strong warning messages I get. I can talk about connecting with humans and animals no matter which side of the veil they reside on. I can talk about following the breadcrumbs and the magical fairy dust my angels leave for me! I can talk about what my life looks like, feels like and sounds like, as the path I am on lights up with colorful magical glitter. 


Ripples of Lovelight, are very important to feel and purposely send out when we share ourselves with others. It is important to be aware of and open to, the emotions we feel, as we tune into the vibrations within and also around us. 


My mom used to say that she could tell who I had been around, because I picked up on their mannerisms and behaviors very easily. I wonder, does everyone do this to a certain extent? I think so, but I could be wrong. 


My mom was very picky about who she hired to babysit, as she did not always like my attitude or actions the next day. When she was gone for a week or more, as happened several times a year, I really picked up on the Ripples of Love or negative ripples of judgment, crabbiness or any other negative behavior, that my mom did not approve of. She truly believed that my behavior was very dependent on who was caring for us at the time. She said that I was a chameleon. It was not a positive skill while I was growing up. At least I did not see it as a good quality to have. Instead of learning how to use it in a positive way, I buried it under a pile of denial which is very unfortunate. 


As I am pondering my childhood experience of being a 'chameleon', I realize that this ability is actually a gift in many ways. It is also a skill that I am ready to be more aware of and actually learn how to use, in a healthy way. 


The more I ponder, the more I realize, that being a 'chameleon' is a common 'gift.' It occurs to me that I am not the only one to have this ability. Not everyone may be aware of it though. In fact, many of us may have this skill. It actually may be an innate skill, we are born with. We may all reflect out into the world what we feel, hear, and see. I realize more than ever, just how important it is to be aware of the energy of the people we spend time with, especially if we have the gift of the 'chameleon.' If we are around negative energy, we may become more negative. We may not even realize why we are feeling or that we are feeling, more negative. 


I am starting to realize that becoming aware of how to use this gift, in a healthy way, is how we are able to share our authentic Lovelight. 


I personally discovered that trying to prevent picking up low mood energy, was extremely hard as a child. It is a little easier as an adult, but there have been many times in my life where it was also difficult to maintain a positive outlook on life, especially when I forgot that I had the 'gift' of the 'chameleon,' which happened often. It was hard to see it happening in the moment. I didn't have a deep understanding of being one, because I saw it as something that was negative. 


So is this gift, talent or skill a blessing or a course? 

How do we maintain and radiate positive lovelight into the world, no matter who we find ourselves with? 

How do we protect ourselves from picking up low mood and negative habits, we don't want to pick up and then accidentally pass on to others?

Could this be why I needed to retire when I did? 


I realize that I still have a lot to ponder. I honestly wasn't my best self, off and on throughout my life. I had some traumatic experiences that caused me to lose my confidence, independence and happiness. I was filled with regret, sadness, frustration, disappointment and worry.  In fact worrying is still something that I can easily do without even being aware that I am doing it. I honestly struggle with letting worry go unless I become aware that I am indeed worrying. Once I become aware, I can let it go, for a short time, only to have it appear again at some point. I can struggle with other low mood emotions from time to time, but not as often as I do worry. This is a low mood vibration that I learned from someone. I have sent into the world around me ripples of 'worry' energy! For that, I am truly sorry. 


I have found that practicing mindfulness, gratitude, repeating positive affirmations, and surrounding myself with laughter and love has been life changing. Deeper awareness has become my friend. Lifting my vibration higher, away from the lower moods has not always been easy, but it has been necessary along the way. During my lifetime I have had to make some difficult decisions. I have painstakingly made the choice to let people, living environments, and jobs go from my life, from time to time. I have also allowed some people and jobs back into my life, from time to time, too. However, if the feeling of negativity, judgement, anger or control still emanated from them or the situation, I chose to let them go again. 


I learned the hard way that I couldn't sacrifice my emotional well being, by surrounding myself and taking on any amount of dark energy from the people I was with. I have been too sensitive to others vibrations. I was taught from a young age that the energy of others is contagious, like a virus. 


Do you want to contract a positive or a negative virus? 

What do you want to send out into the world? 

Ripples of love or ripples of low dark moods? 

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Is taking on the energy of others common for everyone?

Are you aware of this skill, habit or tendency in your life or the life of someone you know? 

Have you had to let a job or someone you loved go, because it was what was best for your well being? 


As my awareness deepens about being a chameleon, which I now believe is a gift, I will notice and appreciate the 'Lovelight' ripples I give and receive.  As my awareness deepens, I will let go of the 'Dragon Fire' ripples I receive, so I do not continue to give them to others. 



Manifest a magical day!





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