21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 19

January 24

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As I look at these cards I think everything is so incredibly positive. How couldn’t it be. New Beginnings. Inspiration and Hidden Depths. 

A couple of days ago I heard The British are coming. The British are coming. During the Revolutionary War, when the USA was birthed, This call was used in a poem to describe that the Regular British were coming, as everyone was British. In my meditation, I felt that this was a good thing, rather than something negative. 

Today I did not ask a political question, though it may be heavy on many of our hearts. Yesterday I chose to ask the same question as the day before when the cards gave me such joy. Today, the question I asked: What is the highest and best outcome for the collective; all who will see these cards today or in the future. These cards may mean many different things to each one of the people who see them. So look at them, feel them and ponder what the message is for you. 

New Beginnings refers to a Fairy Godmother who is very excited to deliver wonderful news of a baby or new idea. She is celebrating and overjoyed with happiness. This is the sentence that I loved. “Either way, it’s wonderful news and there’s an aura of happiness and celebration surrounding you right now or in the near future.” 

I found it interesting that in the last paragraph she talks about, "being your own Fairy Godmother like Glenda the Good Witch of the South explains to Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz when she says," 'You had the Power all along, my dear.'

I found it especially interesting because recently I mentioned that the city that is underwater may look like Oz. There are no coincidences. How do these cards touch your heart? 

I love the second card. The card of Inspiration. We have seen this card before. Be prepared to be showered with all kinds of inspiration. If something feels like it is for you, follow it. If not it may be for someone else. “When an idea does resonate with you, however, go with the fairy-flow and trust where it may lead.”  The word, ‘fairy-flow’ tickled my fancy so much. She talks about ‘how it may be time to take action on inspired thought.’ It may also be time to go out into nature where you can be inspired. “Allow inspiration to flow.” 

When I read the Hidden Depths card. I was ecstatic until I read the first sentence in the guidebook. “Sometimes it’s easier to be in denial than to face a challenge, so we act as though something never happened and pretend everything is fine.”  She goes on to say that, “releasing the things that have been hidden from view can be very liberating and help us to move forward with our lives.”

The last sentence in this first paragraph ties back to the water I keep seeing. Apparently there is a Fairy of Water. She “comes to hold your hand gently and guide you during the releasing experience.”

She talks about how this could be about releasing a traumatic event or how it could mean that a friend or someone you know is keeping a secret. If you need professional help to release it, get it. The positive outcome is that releasing it all will bring you great joy and happiness. 

OK, I am all for Joy and Happiness. I have released many painful experiences over my lifetime. I understand that living in joy is magical and magnificent. I know with all my heart that all we have is this moment. Living in the past or living in the future isn’t going to help us to be at peace. I know this, yet a part of me wishes that I was living a different timeline at this time in my life. I remember thinking that years ago, before I met my husband. I had wished to live in an amazing marriage, I saw a home with a fireplace with a rocking chair next to it. Dogs at my feet and horses in the pasture. I had no idea how that was going to happen when I wished for it, but today I can say that it came true shortly after I made that wish. I had no idea how the universe managed to put all the pieces together so we could meet each other, but it did.  

I trust that ‘New Beginnings’ are on their way, through ‘Inspiration’ we will be set free from the trauma we experience because something from the ‘Hidden Depths’ will be exposed. 

Tilly update. We are calling her, Tilly Bear, because she reminds us both so much of Bear, who reminded us of Dakota Bear. She is my Velcro dog. I adore her so very much. Today, she weighs 11 pounds at 10 weeks old. She was 5.5 lbs at 7 weeks. We picked her up at 8 weeks of age. Today we bought her 2 more toys. Yes, she has plenty now for a while. The best part of getting her the new toys, was that I could dance with her because the one is very long. We got home with them and she was so happy to get them. However, Squirt (Nabby - mom’s dog) The old man at 13, decided that he needed to get in on the action with the new toys. I snapped this picture of him carrying it around the house as if he was a puppy, too!

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Breath, Relax, allow, focus. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus. 

Focus on love as you breathe in and out. The starlight love that is brighter than what you have ever experienced before. Breathe, relax, allow, focus.

Focus your energy to shine with the Angels, the sea life, the Spirit Guides and lightworkers. It is time to focus this powerful, magnificent love and star light.  The world needs this love light from the heavens to protect it from the dark magic that has been released into the atmosphere. The star light contains magic to keep the world and all of its angelic beings safe, as you stand together as one. 

Inspired thought will become movies and books. Leaders will emerge from within the dark forces to shine star love and light bright. Magically dissipating the negative energy. Peace will prevail. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus

I see dancing in the streets… glitter is falling from the sky, but it isn’t glitter, it is sparkly star light or dust… dancing and singing…. Clapping and joyful energy abounds. 

Is this the city that is under water? 

No, this is your city and your streets… Do we go to the city underwater before we can dance in the streets in our own cities? 

That has not been revealed as of yet. 

I am hearing a deep voice. A different one from what I usually hear. 

Are we being asked to celebrate as if what we wish for has already arrived?

Yes, as that is what Breath, relax, allow and focus, means…Listen for the inspirations, do what inspires you, each of you, to be the best that you can be, to be in the flow of love. It’s the way of the magic. 

Trust those who can do something, to do what they do from a calm, centered, inspired heart… Their mindset is what needs to be strong… Shine that light to those who are being inspired to do the work. That is your job now… shine the light and hold the door open for the strong magic to assist them. 

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Once again this was powerful. I was surprised by the deep voice of this meditation. I did not ask who it was. I am excited that whoever it was came. He, as I think it was a he, kept his tempo slower for me, so that I could keep up with the typing. 

I am grateful for the message. I can shine my light and hold the door open for a magical outcome. Just as I did after I made the wish for a healthy and strong marriage. I wish for a healthy and strong place to live. I trust the universe to deliver!

Manifest a magical day or more. 

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 15

On day 13 I had a vision at the end of my meditation that appeared to be Jesus hanging on a cross. I needed to process this. Yesterday, I drew the Spiritual Warrior card from the Magic of Unicorns Deck. I read the following quote, “Raise your vibration by invoking the Christ light!” I did not add it to the post. I also only wanted to sit in the energy of love that card 19, Cocoon of White Light talked about. I did this several times yesterday. The Christ light quote kept dropping into my mind yesterday and again today. Debbra Lupien mentioned ‘Christ Love’ during a recent video. ‘Christ love is not religious, it is pure love.’  When I heard that, I made the connection to the vision I had on Day 13. I am spiritual, but definitely not a member of a church, nor am I religious. 

Seeing Jesus on the cross, reading about Christ Light and listening to the information about Christ Love, caused me to pause. Of course as a non religious person I can call on Christ to spread love and light across the land. I walked away from the church, not from Love and Light. 

I find it interesting that I felt resistance after I saw Jesus on the cross. I did not want to do a normal meditation with my fingers on the keys yesterday. I needed to soak in the love from the unicorn light. I needed to sit in the bubble of white lovelight. Was I avoiding or marinating? I am not 100% sure. I am sure that I did the right thing by waiting to meditate until today. I am looking forward to it today. Yesterday I was not. Remember to always listen to that inner wisdom in order to stay in the flow. 

I felt drawn to the Inner Child Oracle deck. As I shuffled, I asked for guidance for the collective for today. I drew the last 3 cards in order. When I went to pick up the book that goes with the card. 11 was stuck to the bottom. I put it first, because it was the first to pop off the deck, with the guidebook. It makes complete sense to me.

Do what you need to do. Feel the feels when you ask yourself the questions: What do I want to do or what do I need to do? These questions can have very different feelings when asked. What we want to do, might feel wonderful and exciting. What we need to do might not feel all that wonderful. Though it might feel OK, too. For example, I need to go play with my horses soon. That feels more like a want to me when I say that. Though, there have been times when I have said this, that if it feels heavy, more like I have to do it, because they need it more than I do. I can’t remember a time when that feeling of heaviness stayed with me the whole time I played with my horses. Though, one just popped up. When Onyx first came here, he was a handful. I could not believe that he was so difficult. It was hard and I felt unsafe. My friend, Kate, helped me so much with him. He would not still be living here if she had not helped me. I am forever grateful. 

Another aspect of this card that it brings up is self-care. Self-care can sometimes be a need, as it can be uncomfortable. If you feel overwhelmed, ask your inner child what this could mean. This may be a sign to do what you need to do for yourself right now. 

7. Breath in. This card lets us know that it may be time to focus on our breathing today. Breath in and out. When you notice your breath, try breathing deeper. ‘How does that make you feel?’

20. It’s time to Celebrate. Oh my, this card almost went back into the deck until I remembered that it is MLK day! Yes, I can with all of my heart celebrate MLK day. I listened to a channeled message from him, as well as a question and answer session with dowsing rods asking MLK questions. I also danced today to raise my vibration before I sat down to write. Tilly helped me dance today. She was a hoot. Usually she sleeps through my dancing. Today she barked, jumped and it was difficult to distract her with her toys. She just wanted to be at my feet dancing, too. Silly Tilly. It is very cold here today. Minus 18 this morning. Currently it is minus 6. The horses are doing fine with all kinds of extra hay. 

So, today was a day to celebrate. The guidebook suggests that we celebrate the smallest things. Celebrate our accomplishments; big or small. Celebrate alone or with a community. Celebrate all week long, ‘through action and spirit.’ Celebrate what you have already accomplished. ‘Create spaces to encourage play, laughter and fun. If this is hard to do, what can you do to bring more joy into your celebration?’ Hmm, maybe that is why I needed or wanted to dance today? 

32. Set Boundaries. This card suggests that we use the word, “no” more often. ‘Saying no can be a form of self-care.’ ‘Understanding what depletes you, drains you or makes you feel used, can help you to figure out what you need to say no.’ 

Today I said no to watching the inauguration. I felt a pain of loss today because watching the inauguration has always been something that I have enjoyed doing. I have watched it with my mom in years past, I have talked with her about it during and after. This was the first one I did not have her to talk to about it. (Hmm, I just realized that.) I put up this boundary for my mental health as much as I said no to watching it for reasons of integrity. If a different republican won, I would have watched all of it as always. Putting up a strong boundary for myself today, gave me the best feeling I could find, today. 

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I was going to meditate, but silly Tilly wanted my attention. Dan was making Apple Crisp, so it was my turn to play with the ‘Tiger’ . I am grateful that Dan and I can share her on these very cold days. -6F, up from -18 this morning. 

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Breath, Relax, Allow. Breathe deeper!

Breath, Relax, Allow… deeper

Breath, Relax, Allow…. Deeper. 

Dan put Tilly out. I thought she was good to go. 

I am grateful that he did. 

Pause: You know who needed or wanted my attention. Interestingly, Tipper was a bit jealous. Kids, we go with the flow around here. I noticed yesterday that Tilly is staying awake and active for more hours. She is again today. She did sleep longer the last 2 nights, too. Which is a blessing. 

Resume: Breath, relax, allow. 

Interestingly, I just saw Jesus on the cross again. 

Breath, relax, allow, 

The cross is black. I am closer to it today 

Pause: Tilly is barking at Tipper who has a bone. Dan is doing his best to be quiet and get her to engage with him. I am laughing. Laughter is so good for the soul.

Resume: Breath, relax, allow

Pause, I am laughing again because the barking is so loud and insistent. I am laughing so hard that I have tears. I guess the 'Celebration' card is making itself known. Celebrate the wins. Tilly and Tipper are playing or establishing boundaries. Sometimes it is hard to tell which is happening. (hmm, I wonder if that is part of this message - even during the hard times, find something to laugh about.)

Resume: Breath, relax, allow. 

I hear them chewing on bones next to each other. Oh yes, I can ask for what I want, can’t I? Please help them to settle down for the next 10 minutes so I can finish meditation, if it is in the highest good for all. 

Tipper must be here to show me that anxiety can make things worse, right? YES… Tipper has that habit down pat. She is a herding breed and wants everything to be in order… kind of like you. Tilly is a joyful, gleeful, energetic dog who wants to play, play, play. Everything is fun and laughter is the name of the game. Though she is learning to play with someone who is not like her. Just as you heard in the channeled video Debbra did today. We all must learn to get along with each other. Habits will need to be ‘let go of’ to do this. We need to take care of each other, as much as we need to find fun, laughter and play in our everyday lives while doing that. 

Pause: You guessed it, Tilly needed to go outside. Dan took her, but she couldn’t wait. Oops, the warm weather can’t come soon enough. 

Resume: 5 minutes left. Breath, Relax, Allow. 

Oh boy Angelic Tribe, today has been a challenge to focus because I am distracted by the activity around me. 

That is totally fine… we are not going anywhere, as you know. 

I see the cross with Christ on it again. They meant it when they said they were not going anywhere. 

So, since I resisted or avoided this (meditation) yesterday, because I needed to ponder and wait until I had more understanding, did I figure out why this image appeared?

Yes. 

Now I see a seahorse…. It is swimming so peacefully through the water. There are now several seahorses, each one is holding on to a stem in a grove of stems. The plants are waving gently in the water. Little fish are swimming peacefully through the reeds… It’s beautiful and peaceful. Calming and quiet. Until a huge shark appeared… it’s not after the fish or the sea horses though, it must be one that eats plankton?

The meditation ended. 

I feel as though the chaos was present today to help me build my ‘go with the flow’ habits. It reminds me of what the classroom felt like before I retired. I was not healthy enough to ‘go with the flow’ . I could not laugh about it like I did today. I am grateful that I am in a good place now to go with the flow and laugh until I cry. AMEN!

Manifest a magical day or more!

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 14

The last 3 days I have noticed a single Canadian Goose as it flew overhead. Mournfully calling out to other geese. Tonight I saw it head toward a group of about 3 geese as they flew south. It was joining up with a community of geese. I wasn’t surprised when I saw this Canadian Goose flying alone. I can only hope that it too finds a community to fly with. It is so much easier when we belong to a community of like minded souls. 

Today, I was full of energy. It is a very cold day here. Minus 10 F this morning. It was 3 below when we went out to do our horse chores. We have colder air coming in for the next two nights before a warm up occurs. Tilly’s not suffering from the cold, though it has slowed down her house training a little bit. All we can do is laugh. She finds that she does not get a treat unless she goes outside or on the designated spot in the house. We call it the indoor deck. 

This too shall pass! Tilly will grow up and learn to go outside all of the time. The cold temps will leave, warm weather will return and I trust the Canadian Goose will find its community of feathered friends. 

I spent the day moving furniture. We hauled a small bookshelf upstairs. I took all kinds of books and items I want to sort through, upstairs, too. I piled them all on the semicircular table I talked about yesterday. Tilly followed me up 4 steps several times. She made it up 4.5 steps another time. The last time I let her follow me, she made it up 3/4ths of the way. At that point I decided that she had ventured up there enough for one day. Dan helped me out by taking her outside for the last couple of trips I made. The Spirit Room is a mess. I need to go through everything I took up there. Sell, keep or donate. It felt so good to be motivated to do this today on this very cold day. 

I am not exactly sure how I am going to do this with Tilly, because I don’t have it as puppy proofed as I would like it to be, yet. Good thing she takes a lot of naps and can be easily entertained with her toys. The goal is for her to be up there with me when the weather warms up a little bit. She is part of my pack and needs to be safe and welcome. 

I just had a flash of the Canadian Goose looking to join a new community. Tilly joined ours. Tipper, Squirt (Nabby) Dan and I have brought her into our community. Each of us has been adjusting to her being here. Each of us has created our own special relationship with her. It’s fun to watch. Last night she slept on my legs at the foot of the bed with the other two dogs. I pulled her up between us a couple of times as she hasn’t learned to jump off the bed. I was concerned that I might push her off with my feet. It did warm my heart that she wasn’t being growled at or being pushy. She just fits in, like she has always been here. That is what the Canadian Goose was planning to do. It was planning to fall in line with the other geese. As it wanted  and needed to join a new community. 

We are like Tilly and the Canadian Goose. We need to fit into a Community. I left teaching almost 2 years ago. I left a national and local horse community. I can relate to that Goose, mournfully calling to the flock of geese. Can I join your community? Can you relate to the goose? 

I drew these 4 cards tonight after saying the Akashic Prayer. The top row I asked for a general message for us all. The second row I asked for cards that show where we are on our soul journey. (I saw this idea in the guidebook for the Magic of Unicorns.) I was blown away by the Lion. As I had the dream with the lioness last night. Also I was blown away by the number 37. Isn’t that the number I have had come up now several times? Yes, I am pretty sure it is. 

Wish Wisely. Take action to make your dreams come true. Co-create with the Fairies. Write down your wish, visualize this dream, meditate on your wish, and listen for inspiration over the next few days or weeks in order to bring it into reality. This card can also mean you are about to receive a gift or that you will be giving a gift to someone without expectations of being given anything in return. 

Healing. This card could mean that you or someone you know is in need of healing. Healing may mean that you are listening to another. Listen with love, not judgement.  (WOW, I just said this in a chat. I am listening, not asking questions, even though I want to. Confirmation for me, that I am healing through listening.) The guidebook talked about other modalities of healing. Hands on healing, Aromatherapy, vitamins and minerals as well as sleep are all ways to heal. It also mentioned that it might be a sign that you or someone you know may need to go see a health professional. Art Therapy options for healing are great for younger people. I would add that horse and pet therapy or Red Light Therapy are wonderful options, too. 

When I was waiting for a Unicorn card to pop, I asked, Where are we on our soul journey? 

37. Command the universe with the Spiritual Warrior. I would say that is very accurate for our community as we are on a spiritual journey to meditate together for 21 days and beyond. The reading for this card was long. Let me see if I can give you the essence of it. 

Be strong, courageous and wise. Protect the weak and vulnerable. You are emotionally mature. Your masculine and feminine qualities are balanced. You are a natural leader, with authority, charisma and grace. You empower others to do their best. 

Be firm and clear about what you want. Stand in your power with wisdom. Be prepared for the universe to deliver what you have asked for. 

This last paragraph was amazing. “You are a force for good. Be one who enables humanity to make a jump shift into the new Golden Age.” 

WOW…. This is where we are all at on our Spiritual Journey. This is why we are here, together in this community. Adding our spiritual energy to the community of souls to lift each other up and be a force for good. 

The last card for today is 19. Cocoon of white light. This card invites us to merge with love. It is a powerful  healing white light. This sounds like what we are doing each day when we meditate for 15 minutes. We are grounding ourselves in a sea of love and light. The unicorn horn can bring this light to us from its horn as it forms a bubble of protective white light around us. We can soak up this beautiful love and light for as long as we wish. Affirmation. I rest in a cocoon of love. 

My soul journey has at times been bumpy and hard. I have come so far in the past few years from that crazy gravel road experience. I kept running into dead ends or deep ruts full of fear, anger or distress. 

Currently my spiritual journey feels almost effortless. It is easy, and smooth. Loving and calm. Peaceful and joyful. I write and I am excited to continue this adventure. I love co-creating magical and magnificent experiences with my Angelic Tribe. I love my deepening connection with them as we continue to explore ways to communicate easily. Our conversations are deeper and richer. The gifts I receive  from my Angelic Tribe continue to blow me away. May you experience a similar but unique experience with your team, too!

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Today during my meditation I visualized being surrounded by the unicorn’s white light of pure love. 

Manifest a magical day or more

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 12

 

Today I used 2 decks. I waited for 3 cards to pop out of the Unicorn deck before I waited for one card to fall out of the Spirit deck. I asked for the cards that were meant for the community or for anyone who may see this picture in the future. 

20. Rose-Gold Cosmic Pool. Breath in cosmic love. This combination of colors represents both Venus - rose - love - feminine energy and Orion - golden - wisdom - masculine energy. We are asked to soak this energy in. It will influence others. We are asked to be an ‘emissary’ for others. This is how we move toward the Golden Age. Affirmation: ‘I radiate love and wisdom.’

13. Creative Solutions. There are always solutions. Think outside the box. Affirmation: There is always a solution. What I love about this card is that it asks us to look for the solution from a higher dimension. “When you raise your frequency above your difficulty, it can no longer have an impact on you.”

33. Cosmic Sapphire. Act with humor and integrity. Speak your truth. Affirmation. I trust in God and myself. Trust in yourself and God. ‘This sapphire brings you into alignment with your ‘God self’ so know that when you visualize it at your throat chakra, it will bring you total protection, courage and strength to speak your truth.’ The message I get is that when we want to speak truth which may include protecting others, we can call in this color through our unicorn. We can bathe in it which will protect us as we speak our truth. That is pretty cool. 

Buffalo Spirit. The abundant universe will provide. “Gratitude has the magic to grow the good, so offer thanks and praise as you acknowledge all that you have and all that is possible.” Wow, yesterday was very similar as it too was all about gratitude and abundance. Buffalo were once very abundant. They provided tribes with fur, meat, bones and lard. These were considered gifts. The tribes were grateful for these gifts. 

Tilly is doing great, but Image, our horse, has a sore foot. After putting Tilly in the crate, I spent some time with Image. We thought she was lame on her front feet. However, I do believe she is lame on her outside hind leg. I think it is her stifle, but it could be her hock, hip or hoof. I do believe I ruled out her hoof, because I asked her to stretch that leg back and she lost her balance.  So, hock, hip or stifle. She can bring it forward and carefully step down on it while moving her other 3 legs. I still think stifle, so I will put some wonderful arnica and magnesium on it when the temps are above freezing this afternoon. I hate to put it on her when temps are going to drop to minus 15 below, over the next few days. 

I do believe that my dear friend, now a member of my Angelic Tribe, sent some of these cards today. I had been trying to search our chats earlier today to see if I could figure out which of her hind legs was injured when Ollie sent her flying backwards into the water tank many years ago. She lived in SD when we met. There was a buffalo herd next to her property that we saw several times when I went to visit her. She always said Squirrel when one of us was distracted from the task at hand or the conversation. We would laugh and laugh. Hearts, well she sent one right after she crossed over in July of 23. I am aware that the rest of my Angelic Tribe sends me hearts, too. Of course the unicorns. We shared a birthday on National Unicorn Day and we were both horsewomen. Oh my, the owl. We both have a fondness for owls. One came to visit her frequently at the new home in Wisconsin. 

So, I know I asked for the cards to represent the community and all who read this post, but I think they were also very specifically sent to me. If you feel that one or more of the cards is for you. Please share your insights. 

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Meditation: The house is a little busy, so I put whale sounds on to help me stay focused. 

Breath relax allow

Of course I feel all of the tight muscles that I had not noticed before I started. Yes, you must check in more often. Stretch… drink your water… yes, it is a daily reminder it seems. 

I hear the word Gratitude. Since it was once again in the cards today. I think I will start with gratitudes.

I am grateful that I am feeling ready for the cold spell. I am grateful that Tilly is sleeping through the night, once we let her out at about midnight. I am grateful that the weather was beautiful today, so we could continue to prepare for the stretch of cold weather. We have wood, hay and water all set for us.  We are expecting minus 15 for the deep cold lows. I am grateful that we can heat with wood, even cook with it if we need to. I am grateful that I did not get ill from the combined covid and flu vaccination. I was tired and my arm hurt, but honestly it was the easiest time I have had with this vaccination duo, ever. I am grateful that Onyx was able to pick up his feet today, without being held. He did not bite or beg for treats either. He was a gentle soul and for that I am grateful. He can be mouthy and playful, but today he was perfect. 

I feel the magic and love that gratitude brings to my heart. I see a swirling light before me. A white circle is in the center. Possibly a portal. 

The swirling light is black and white. 

Tilly has decided to bark at me. My hubby is nearby, so he distracted her. She ran to her toybox to pick out a different toy. 

Breath relax, allow… bark, bark, bark. I start to giggle. She is such a joy. I do mean that. It’s her nap time and she wants to be picked up. I weighed her today. She is 10 pounds at 9 weeks of age… 55 pounds is a possibility. She is going to be tall I think, too. I love big dogs, I just thought we needed a smaller sized dog at this stage of our life. I guess the universe  knows better. I will trust the universe that she will be the perfect size for us, because she certainly is perfect now. 

Breath, relax, allow. 

I see a little face with big ears… mouse, monkey, squirrel, I am not sure. (It was probably a squirrel to let me know that I was easily distracted today.)

Oh my, Tilly just ran across my feet and tripped. I think she just wants to be part of everything I do… ya got to love puppies! They certainly do keep us young at heart with all of the laughter and joy she brings to us. 

Breath relax allow

Timer went off… Thank goodness. 

Interestingly, while I was editing. Tilly was as quiet as she could be. Chewing happily on one of her toys at my feet. I just thought you would want to know, cause I think she was feeling the swirling energy today and maybe wanted to be part of it or protect me from it. 

Manifest a magical day or more!

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 11

 

A question came up today in my meditation group about Fear and H*ll. 

After saying the prayer for the Akashic Records, I asked this question for the community and all those who will see this post, so that we may understand.

What do we need to know about H*ll and Fear?

These are the cards that popped out of each deck. They were all upside down. I left them upside down for the picture. The feeling I felt before reading the guidebook was dark and powerful, I think that is important to today’s message.  (I flipped the photo for easier reading.)

12. I see a lily and a lioness in the picture. Also the waterfall. Water is incredibly powerful. “You have the ability to create your own destiny, change your emotions, and rewrite your story.” It goes on to say what I think is the deep message. "The only things blocking your power are your mind and your belief systems.” Do more of what brings you joy. Play more! Do what makes your heart and soul dance with joy!

The mantra for this card is, “I am more powerful than I know!” Look into the mirror and say this. See the power of the animals, the water and the flowers. 

10. Unfinished Symphony. Essential meanings. Unfinished business; An incomplete lesson; lack of closure; the need to make amends. The oracle message. “Tie up loose ends as you complete the end of a cycle!”  Before you move on, you must come to terms with where you are now. “Practice radical acceptance. Reflect on what has passed, so that the symphony can finally end!”

Ok, that was powerful enough. I think what I am reading, is what others have been saying. We have to let this play out, so we can have something better. 

The Protection message: “Tie up loose ends, don’t quit before the finish line. Spirit wants you to win!” 

Maybe we need to keep moving forward into joy and gratitude to keep ourselves healthy and strong? Maybe our positive energy will bring us higher as well as those who still believe in H*ll and who are responding through fear. It sounds like it is time to resist the temptation to fall backwards into that old belief system. It is time to move forward, once we ‘tie up the loose ends,’ into happiness, joy, love, peace and hope. 

36. From the Joy Guides. Abundance.  I see another flower on this card. I just remembered that Kamala’s meaning was of a flower. I looked it up. It is a lotus. I thought the flower in the other card was a lily, but I believe it is a lotus. WOW. Talk about a powerful message. 

The words for this card are: 

Receiving. Surprises. Kindness. Blessings. 

The Joy Guides are here to help us to receive gifts that flow our way. Many times we miss them. 

(My husband just found the puppy toys - they were downstairs on a shelf - thank you Angelic Team). 

Ask your team and the universe to give you magical things throughout the day. Each evening, give thanks to the universe and your team for these magnificent gifts. When we do this, we receive more magical gifts. Asking, receiving, giving thanks is an important and amazing pattern to create. Interestingly, she does not say to ask for particular gifts.

 “Gratitude is the magnet that attracts overflowing love and abundance.” 

I have felt this long before I read this card. I have been practicing gratitude practices privately and publicly for years. I taught my students to find gratitude in what they had. I find that gratitudes lift our spirits and our vibrations to a level where we don’t feel the dark energy of fear and control. I forget this from time to time. I forgot it after my mother crossed over. I forgot it when my dear friend crossed over as well as when other low experiences have occurred. When I remembered to look for the joy in my life, my life turned around. 

Joy Guides Message to You. “Fill your heart with gratitude and appreciation for the good things in life right now. More blessed abundance is on the way.” 

Tilly is moving from this spot to another, still sleepy, though. 

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Breath, Relax Allow

I feel Tilly’s tiny paw touching my foot. Thank you for asking her to move, so I could meditate without 'worry or fear' that she would get up without me noticing. 

Breathe, relax, ignore and relax, allow… 

OK. 

Would you like to share more about fear and H e ll?

No, you have found that message and it is time to let that go… there is no Hell. Fear is man made. Find your joy. 

Breath, relax, allow.. Yes, ignore…. Listen to the fountain in the background. Find your place of flow… 

Thank you for finding the toys. I am so excited to see what Tilly thinks of them. You were right, once I let go of trying to figure it out, they appeared. Hubby was looking for something else when he found them. That was a lovely gift. 

I see a white blob. 

A blob of nothingness. 

I hear the words I am grateful in my head. Ok, I love creating a gratitude list. 

I am grateful for Tilly. I am grateful that our other dogs have accepted her. I am grateful that she is adapting so well to our routines. I am grateful that she sleeps with us without disturbing the old man, Squirt. I am grateful that we laugh a lot and that she brings us both so much joy. I am grateful for the warmer weather predicted for the next couple of days, so we can continue to help her learn how to go outside to do her business. I am grateful that my hubby does not get upset with her, when we don’t make it outside. I am grateful that my friend called me last night. I needed some lovely socialization. I don’t get to be as social as I once was these days, so when I am able to be, I am full of gratitude. 

I am grateful for dancing again. I found myself dancing at the kitchen table this morning while listening to a song on my phone. I didn’t realize that I was jiving with the music. WOW. The dance challenge I am doing is changing my life in amazing ways. I am grateful that ‘nobody cares’ if I am dancing outside while picking up the backyard, while the dogs play. I carried my pitch fork around scooping poo, while I listened to the music and the directions to do a pony step. Oh how I laughed when I saw a neighbor walking by. 'I didn’t care what I looked like.' She knows that I dance now. I am grateful that I can be free to dance in front of my hubby. He is fine with it, I was the one who didn’t think I could dance in front of him. 'It doesn’t matter what I look like.' I am grateful that I can dance. I am grateful that my body is feeling stronger. I am grateful that I can laugh, dance and feel joyful, even when things outside my control look and feel a bit bleak. I am grateful for the lotus flower. I am grateful that we know what joy, love and hope feels like. 

I am grateful that Tilly slept through my 15 minute meditation. I am grateful that my guides suggested that I lift my vibration through gratitude, too!

My typing was much faster today. I was in the flow and I am grateful for that, too!

Manifest a magical day