21 Day Mediation Challenge: Day 22

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I was going to take today off from writing, but my Angelic Tribe had a different idea. This morning, my Coffee Froth gave me this image. In a moment it went from a sleeping dog, to an awake and aware dog. 

My heart laughed, because I had just said this about Tilly. She has the temperament of a Service Dog. She is aware even when she is asleep. She notices where I am at all times. I try to sneak away to take a shower or change my clothes when she is asleep. NOPE, she notices my every move, even when I think she is sound asleep. 

What is the message from my Angelic Tribe? Is there a message or are they simply letting me know they are watching and noticing, too? 

Could the message be that we need to be like this series of images? Do we need to wake up from our slumber? Do we need to be more aware of our surroundings as we stay connected to our communities and loved ones?

I decided to see what the Oracle cards had to say about my interpretation. I said the prayer, shuffled and waited until a card popped out. When I first looked at number 24. Electric EEL Spirit, I thought, I need to draw more cards, this one might not be what I need or want. 

Interestingly, I have seen Giraffe and Buffalo Spirit. Buffalo was on day 12. The Giraffe Spirit card was December 14th, just about the time we picked out Tilly.  However, I have not seen Parrot Spirit, 45, Watch your words before either. 

When I looked at the Spirit Animal Oracle guidebook, I was pleasantly surprised with the messages I received. The Oracle message: “Seemingly out of nowhere, the jolt of Electric Eel Spirit appears to ‘awaken’ you to a big idea that you are meant to explore.”

As I read these words I am both excited and apprehensive. Apparently we will have many upcoming epiphanies. The inspired thoughts will arrive magically taking you through an amazing transformation that you will be celebrating with delight. Bring inspired ideas to life, now is the time to follow the breadcrumbs and bring them into reality. Don’t be afraid, we have your back. 

Big sigh… I loved that both the Image in the Coffee Froth and the message of the Electric Eel are about being awake. It is time to awaken. It is time for transformation and celebration as we follow the magical glitter (my words) into reality. 

Giraffe Spirit, reminds us to see the big picture. Number 29 when added together is 11. An Angel Number. Yes, our Angelic Tribes are watching over us. The words from the guidebook that spoke to me this time are: “Spirit will bestow upon you a new perspective that might make all of the difference.” 

Now I have goosebumps. It might be time to rise up and start adding content to my YT channel. I have the name, now that the 21-day Meditation Challenge has come to an end, I have more time. Now I must trust that inspiration will arrive. My word for 2025 is Trust, my word for January is Play, so I must trust the process and play with it, even if it feels awkward. 

45, Parrot Spirit; Watch your words, was also a card that I was not excited to read about. Hmm, how interesting, because It asks, ‘What message to yourself are you repeating?’ “It’s time to be more mindful of your self-talk!” “Are you repeating what you truly believe?” Speak with light. Speak with Love. Tell the story that you wish to bring into the world. The universe is listening. 

That was powerful. I have tingles and truth tears. Tilly Bear, just came to my side when I sneezed. She sees and hears everything even when her eyes are closed. She is playful and intuitive. She is a Service Dog who follows her heart. She is full of empathy and joy. My shadow, my sidekick. My friend and a soul keeper. 

Buffalo Spirit, 10, The abundant Universe will provide. Reminds me that I need to take one step at a time. Living my life in gratitude as gratitude is where abundance comes from. 

Today, I am grateful that the Coffee Froth sent me a message to wake up. I am grateful that I was inspired to write, even on a day when I was not going to write. I am grateful that I danced today and felt the heart songs that dance brings to my soul. I am grateful that I feel joyful, playful and connected to Tilly, my husband, and the other members of our property. 

I saw the eagle flying over the barn today as I was standing with Tilly. I am grateful to the Eagle Spirit for flying past today, the day after we completed the meditation. She was flying away from us on the warmer winds out of the SE. As she gave me a salute with her lovely tail feathers I could hear her say, soar with winds, not against them. Ride the wave. Be in the flow!

Manifest a magical day or more!

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 18

Today I said the Akashic prayer. While shuffling the Ask Your Guide cards, the Denial card popped out. I had not asked the question of the day yet. I stopped to read what this card had to say, other than what I had feared that it would say. 35. Denial from the Healer Guides. Confusion. Distortion. Ignorance. Compromise. 

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Before we get our hopes up or down. I was pondering something yesterday that I had written as a question on a post I was reading. I had asked if it was possible that our leader is acting and creating chaos in order to trap someone else, but who? 

I think that since I had not asked the question for today that the denial card was for that thought. I think I was hoping that our leader was not as awful as he is acting. I was in denial for a moment. I can’t believe the things he is doing are real, because they are so unbelievable. 

The Higher Guides Message is: Take off the blinders and be open to the truth about others and yourself. Only then can you address and heal problems. 

The guidebook gives examples of areas in our life where we could be in denial. Relationships with our kids, our friends. It says that when you are in denial, you are only kidding yourself. Do not perpetuate the problem by denying it.

Well, that could mean that I am in denial about the election and need to accept it or it could mean that I am in denial about him being a good guy deep down. Time will tell. 

I made sure to ask the question that I wanted to revisit today before I shuffled any more cards. 

 I asked the same question as yesterday. I did this because I did not read the guidebook yesterday. I just felt this incredible joy and wanted to keep that feeling while meditating. 

‘Is Kamala going to be our president in 2025?’

I shuffled several times before 51 Bounty. Runner Guides popped out of the deck. I continued to shuffle. Another Runner Guides card fell out. 56.  Community. 

The words for Bounty are Upgrade. Benefit. Gifts. Discovery. The Runner Guides message is: Notice and receive the plentiful positive and beneficial energy available to you now. 

The sentences that really stood out to me were as follows. “When you think life is tough and everything is a struggle, your Runner Guides will appear on the scene to redirect your attention away from the negative and connect you with  all the positive and loving energy surrounding you. They don’t want you to get trapped in a negative outlook and miss the beauty all around you. The difficult period you’ve been in is about to ease. The tides are about to turn in your favor and the good times will begin.”

I don’t know what the answer is, but I am all for the good times. They can start right now. Which if we really look at our lives, listening to our wisdom and finding our joy is all about living in the good times. Live in the flow, follow your heart, the magic will begin!

Community: number 56 is also a Runner Guides card. Receptivity. Invitation. Availability. Vulnerability. These 4 words are interesting as they relate to the question. The Runner Guides Message: Extend yourself to those around you. Overcome shyness and reserve  and let the people who inspire you know that you are here and want to make friends. You will be met with an open heart and life -changing relationships will unfold. 

Some sentences that stood out: “The time of feeling like a fish out of water and different from others is ending. The people who understand our inner world and mirror, value and affirm who we are, are about to show up in our life. Be open, flexible and spontaneous.” 

It goes on to say that it is important to put yourself out there, to meet new people. Be the first to ask another to do something, don’t wait around. Your guides will set up meaningful “Soul encounters,” but first you must ask for them and put yourself out there. 

Well, that didn’t seem to give me the answer to the question. Except that I do feel like a fish out of water, because I am still numb and incredibly disappointed in people I have respected for years. It’s hard to watch the world I have known for years come apart at the seams because so many people believed this was the way our country is going. 

I am not ready to read about the cards from yesterday. I may never be. I think I need to cherish that moment when I felt magical hope and magnificent joy. I want to send out the hope and joy I felt into the world, without any negativity attached to it. 

I am not feeling the magical hope and joy today. I am feeling disappointment and sadness instead. I have not yet accepted the outcome. Today I will surround myself in love and light as I meditate. I am seeing the white unicorn spinning the lovely white energy all around me as I  get ready to meditate. 

Tilly has been in and out a lot today. She was sent to comfort me. She is my Velcro dog. Hard to believe that she hasn’t been here forever. We call her Little Bear, cause she reminds us so much of our sweet Bear. Today she has been with us for 2 weeks. She knows my routines. Mom is typing, so she isn’t going anywhere. I need a toy or a nap or both! 

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Breath. Relax. Allow and FOCUS… 

Thank you for reminding us to focus, cause my heart is heavy today. Please help me focus on the positive events happening in the world today. 

Breath, Relax. Allow and FOCUS

Breath in. Hold. Breath out

Breath in. Hold . Breath out. 

Again….

 It will be OK. I promise. All is in divine timing. Not all is as it appears. Not all is under water. The whales, dolphins, seahorse and starfish are all gathering around the world sending star love light to all. Star Love light? Is that what I heard? It went by very fast. 

They are sending waves of light as bright as the stars around the country and world for the highest and best outcome. The fearful energy is felt by many throughout the world. Let the love light beams lift you all higher. Magnificent rays of magic are being felt by all. Hold this thought. Let it shower down upon you, protecting you from the ashes that are also raining down among your people. Join us and the animal kingdom along with other like minded people with a desire to live in a hopeful, joyful, healthy community. Hold the line, peacefully and with a gentle touch. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus…. Send your beam into the world… 

Breath, relax, allow and focus that love light toward the dark abyss. 

You have seen the truth as you see it. Others see the truth as they see it. It’s ok… focus on the heart, not the head of the people you have loved. If their heart is dark, it is ok to walk away. If their heart is open, there is hope that they will see or have a paradigm shift, just as you have had several times in our life. 

Is Kamala going to be our president in 2025? 

I believe that ship has sailed. Hold onto the hope, joy and energy that she distributed throughout the world. Hold on to that ray of sunshine. Bring that light to others. Be her light. Be her joy. Be her enthusiasm for doing the work for all mankind. In a joyous and positive way. Shine it when you can. 

She is your leader and shining star…. Listen to her messages and heed her warnings. It will be OK. Bring a peaceful energy to all that you do, when you can. 

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This morning, I saw this in my Coffee Froth. I thought it was a whale, but now it looks like another sea animal. Maybe a seal. It must have been telling me to send out a love light as bright as a star to all!

Manifest a magical day or more. 

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 15

On day 13 I had a vision at the end of my meditation that appeared to be Jesus hanging on a cross. I needed to process this. Yesterday, I drew the Spiritual Warrior card from the Magic of Unicorns Deck. I read the following quote, “Raise your vibration by invoking the Christ light!” I did not add it to the post. I also only wanted to sit in the energy of love that card 19, Cocoon of White Light talked about. I did this several times yesterday. The Christ light quote kept dropping into my mind yesterday and again today. Debbra Lupien mentioned ‘Christ Love’ during a recent video. ‘Christ love is not religious, it is pure love.’  When I heard that, I made the connection to the vision I had on Day 13. I am spiritual, but definitely not a member of a church, nor am I religious. 

Seeing Jesus on the cross, reading about Christ Light and listening to the information about Christ Love, caused me to pause. Of course as a non religious person I can call on Christ to spread love and light across the land. I walked away from the church, not from Love and Light. 

I find it interesting that I felt resistance after I saw Jesus on the cross. I did not want to do a normal meditation with my fingers on the keys yesterday. I needed to soak in the love from the unicorn light. I needed to sit in the bubble of white lovelight. Was I avoiding or marinating? I am not 100% sure. I am sure that I did the right thing by waiting to meditate until today. I am looking forward to it today. Yesterday I was not. Remember to always listen to that inner wisdom in order to stay in the flow. 

I felt drawn to the Inner Child Oracle deck. As I shuffled, I asked for guidance for the collective for today. I drew the last 3 cards in order. When I went to pick up the book that goes with the card. 11 was stuck to the bottom. I put it first, because it was the first to pop off the deck, with the guidebook. It makes complete sense to me.

Do what you need to do. Feel the feels when you ask yourself the questions: What do I want to do or what do I need to do? These questions can have very different feelings when asked. What we want to do, might feel wonderful and exciting. What we need to do might not feel all that wonderful. Though it might feel OK, too. For example, I need to go play with my horses soon. That feels more like a want to me when I say that. Though, there have been times when I have said this, that if it feels heavy, more like I have to do it, because they need it more than I do. I can’t remember a time when that feeling of heaviness stayed with me the whole time I played with my horses. Though, one just popped up. When Onyx first came here, he was a handful. I could not believe that he was so difficult. It was hard and I felt unsafe. My friend, Kate, helped me so much with him. He would not still be living here if she had not helped me. I am forever grateful. 

Another aspect of this card that it brings up is self-care. Self-care can sometimes be a need, as it can be uncomfortable. If you feel overwhelmed, ask your inner child what this could mean. This may be a sign to do what you need to do for yourself right now. 

7. Breath in. This card lets us know that it may be time to focus on our breathing today. Breath in and out. When you notice your breath, try breathing deeper. ‘How does that make you feel?’

20. It’s time to Celebrate. Oh my, this card almost went back into the deck until I remembered that it is MLK day! Yes, I can with all of my heart celebrate MLK day. I listened to a channeled message from him, as well as a question and answer session with dowsing rods asking MLK questions. I also danced today to raise my vibration before I sat down to write. Tilly helped me dance today. She was a hoot. Usually she sleeps through my dancing. Today she barked, jumped and it was difficult to distract her with her toys. She just wanted to be at my feet dancing, too. Silly Tilly. It is very cold here today. Minus 18 this morning. Currently it is minus 6. The horses are doing fine with all kinds of extra hay. 

So, today was a day to celebrate. The guidebook suggests that we celebrate the smallest things. Celebrate our accomplishments; big or small. Celebrate alone or with a community. Celebrate all week long, ‘through action and spirit.’ Celebrate what you have already accomplished. ‘Create spaces to encourage play, laughter and fun. If this is hard to do, what can you do to bring more joy into your celebration?’ Hmm, maybe that is why I needed or wanted to dance today? 

32. Set Boundaries. This card suggests that we use the word, “no” more often. ‘Saying no can be a form of self-care.’ ‘Understanding what depletes you, drains you or makes you feel used, can help you to figure out what you need to say no.’ 

Today I said no to watching the inauguration. I felt a pain of loss today because watching the inauguration has always been something that I have enjoyed doing. I have watched it with my mom in years past, I have talked with her about it during and after. This was the first one I did not have her to talk to about it. (Hmm, I just realized that.) I put up this boundary for my mental health as much as I said no to watching it for reasons of integrity. If a different republican won, I would have watched all of it as always. Putting up a strong boundary for myself today, gave me the best feeling I could find, today. 

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I was going to meditate, but silly Tilly wanted my attention. Dan was making Apple Crisp, so it was my turn to play with the ‘Tiger’ . I am grateful that Dan and I can share her on these very cold days. -6F, up from -18 this morning. 

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Breath, Relax, Allow. Breathe deeper!

Breath, Relax, Allow… deeper

Breath, Relax, Allow…. Deeper. 

Dan put Tilly out. I thought she was good to go. 

I am grateful that he did. 

Pause: You know who needed or wanted my attention. Interestingly, Tipper was a bit jealous. Kids, we go with the flow around here. I noticed yesterday that Tilly is staying awake and active for more hours. She is again today. She did sleep longer the last 2 nights, too. Which is a blessing. 

Resume: Breath, relax, allow. 

Interestingly, I just saw Jesus on the cross again. 

Breath, relax, allow, 

The cross is black. I am closer to it today 

Pause: Tilly is barking at Tipper who has a bone. Dan is doing his best to be quiet and get her to engage with him. I am laughing. Laughter is so good for the soul.

Resume: Breath, relax, allow

Pause, I am laughing again because the barking is so loud and insistent. I am laughing so hard that I have tears. I guess the 'Celebration' card is making itself known. Celebrate the wins. Tilly and Tipper are playing or establishing boundaries. Sometimes it is hard to tell which is happening. (hmm, I wonder if that is part of this message - even during the hard times, find something to laugh about.)

Resume: Breath, relax, allow. 

I hear them chewing on bones next to each other. Oh yes, I can ask for what I want, can’t I? Please help them to settle down for the next 10 minutes so I can finish meditation, if it is in the highest good for all. 

Tipper must be here to show me that anxiety can make things worse, right? YES… Tipper has that habit down pat. She is a herding breed and wants everything to be in order… kind of like you. Tilly is a joyful, gleeful, energetic dog who wants to play, play, play. Everything is fun and laughter is the name of the game. Though she is learning to play with someone who is not like her. Just as you heard in the channeled video Debbra did today. We all must learn to get along with each other. Habits will need to be ‘let go of’ to do this. We need to take care of each other, as much as we need to find fun, laughter and play in our everyday lives while doing that. 

Pause: You guessed it, Tilly needed to go outside. Dan took her, but she couldn’t wait. Oops, the warm weather can’t come soon enough. 

Resume: 5 minutes left. Breath, Relax, Allow. 

Oh boy Angelic Tribe, today has been a challenge to focus because I am distracted by the activity around me. 

That is totally fine… we are not going anywhere, as you know. 

I see the cross with Christ on it again. They meant it when they said they were not going anywhere. 

So, since I resisted or avoided this (meditation) yesterday, because I needed to ponder and wait until I had more understanding, did I figure out why this image appeared?

Yes. 

Now I see a seahorse…. It is swimming so peacefully through the water. There are now several seahorses, each one is holding on to a stem in a grove of stems. The plants are waving gently in the water. Little fish are swimming peacefully through the reeds… It’s beautiful and peaceful. Calming and quiet. Until a huge shark appeared… it’s not after the fish or the sea horses though, it must be one that eats plankton?

The meditation ended. 

I feel as though the chaos was present today to help me build my ‘go with the flow’ habits. It reminds me of what the classroom felt like before I retired. I was not healthy enough to ‘go with the flow’ . I could not laugh about it like I did today. I am grateful that I am in a good place now to go with the flow and laugh until I cry. AMEN!

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Angelic Messages: One Energy. One Heart. One Love.

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I asked our spirit guides to choose the cards for us, last night.

When I saw the women relaxing in the water by candle light with the snow falling outside, my soul was touched. Winter has arrived in many areas of the world. It sure has in mine. No snow here, yet, but the cold has arrived. It is traditionally a time of reflection. It is also a time to listen to the heart. The words, "I won't leave this world with it still in me", is why I write. I write from my heart the words from within me. Be it wisdom, angelic guidance or how I feel, I simply write. Interestingly, I don't usually recognize or remember what I wrote. I am usually shocked when I reread my words a day or a week later.

I look forward to the snow falling from the sky. I look forward to the quiet and the bright white reflections. I look forward to the peace that the snow brings to me. Interestingly, I feel more at peace just pondering its arrival.

Be love. We are all connected. We are connected to the positive and the negative. We are connected by spirit to the universe and our Angelic guides. We are connected to the energy of earth and to the vibration of the sea. We are connected to the animals. All of the animals. Listen with your heart to their messages. Be love. Lift each other up with love.

One energy, one heart, one love!

Breathe in this beautiful vision of future you. You are stronger, wiser, more magical and beautiful. You are connected to one love, one heart and one universal energy. It's magical and incredibly powerful. We are one, today and always.

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I honestly thought I saw a whimsical horse head in the coffee foam this morning. However, when I looked at the picture I took, I clearly saw a leaping bunny. So, I turned the top of the picture a wee bit to the right. Sure enough, the horse reappeared. I turned the top of the picture back to the left a bit and low and behold the bunny appeared once again.

I pondered this for a few minutes. How are they the same? How are they different? Both are playful when they feel safe. Both are very aware of danger. Ding, ding, ding. I felt the joy of the playfulness in my soul. I also felt the danger in my gut. My heart jumped a beat in fact. Hmm. I believe the message is to live in joy, love from the heart, but be aware of danger that may appear. Take care of yourselves in both joyful and dangerous times like the bunny and the horses do.

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I love the last image in the coffee foam that appeared this morning. I can see the image of a beautiful angel. She reminds me of the one I asked for of my mothers. I know without a shadow of a doubt that our spirit guides are with each and everyone of us. Ask them for guidance, inspiration, protection and lovelight as you go about your day.

We are connected. We have one energy, one heart and one love!

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Angelic Messages: Another Whale and More

Wow, I am god-smacked by the pictures today in my coffee foam. A cute little owl on a branch was first. The Canadian Goose or Duck showed up next. It appears to be landing on the water. Last was this lovely whale. WOW, another whale. This whale has so much definition to it, too!

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It looks like an Orca whale. It sings love songs to its family and community. The community works together in harmony, listening to each other as they migrate from one area of the ocean to another. They stick together as a pod. They care for each other, the young and the old. They celebrate birth and mourn the passing of their community members.

The message today feels as though we too, need to sing love songs. This will help us to rise up and surf the waves I have been talking about each day. Grief will still appear, but the love will bring us to the top of the wave, rather than to the bottom where the water cascades over us, rolling us along the rough sand on the bottom of the sea.

Rise up through those low times, rise up and feel the lovelight that will carry you through the rough and tumble times. Lift up your communities. Share with your neighbors and families. Care for one another like the pod of Orcas does. Be loving and kind, yet, protect your pod from predators, as you migrate through the seas living a magical life.

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The Tawny Owl appearance made me smile. It reminded me of a day in the woods when I didn't have my phone with me. I was checking fence lines. Low and behold I looked up and there watching me was a beautiful owl. I wasn't sure what kind of owl it was as we have two different ones that frequent our woods. The Barred and the Great Horned. The owl I saw looked like a Great Grey Owl. It was bigger than a Barred, but it did not have the ear feathers.

Years later I learned that Great Horned owl young, don't have the ear feathers. They also leave the nest well before they can fly. They climb around the trees until their flight feathers come in. I have often thought about that beautiful bird. I can see it in my minds eye. Staring at me with curiosity. Seeing this owl in the foam, reminds me of that feeling of curiosity. I feel as though there are times in our lives when we will not be able to identify the reason something happens until years later. Now I know, simply through coincidence of a friend's pictures, the identity of the Owl I saw.

The message is that not all is revealed when we want it to be. The answers we seek will reveal themselves in their own time. Be aware, be curious, and trust the process.

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Canadian Geese have always been a sign of love for me. I grew up watching them fly overhead every spring and fall as they migrated north or south. They fly in formation and share the leadership role. They stick together as they fly to their destination. They will move together as one to avoid predators from land or from the sky.

Another message of community and love. Stay alert and move away from anything that could harm your well being.

Yes, I had a dream last night, too. I had a dream that I was in a very large home with lots and lots of rooms. They were filled with someone elses stuff so we didn't use them. A friend arrived. Her curiosity was contagious. We started going through each room, one by one. We salvaged what we could and redecorated each room. It was so much fun. Once we completed that step, we decided that there was plenty of room to create another living space. The new space had a kitchen, bathroom, bedrooms and a beautiful living room. It was fresh and clean and new. It also had a separate entrance for the family that moved into it.

Be curious when life seems cluttered. Be creative and any problems you face will resolve themselves.

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I drew 3 cards yesterday, but I heard that I was only to share the first one. Bliss in Presence. It speaks for itself. Live in the moment, for that is all there is.

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Angelic Heart Wisdom

The last few days I have noticed a heart in my coffee foam! Today I took a picture of it!

Listen to the messages of the heart has been a common theme I have been hearing, seeing and feeling lately!

As I pondered this heart, I noticed an angel hovering to the right of the . My angels are speaking to me, I am beginning to notice the messages again.

They never stopped talking in whispers to my heart, I simply wasn't hearing, seeing or feeling the messages because I have been consumed with waves of fear, grief, disappointment and anger.

While I listened to the fear, grief, disappointment and anger, I had nothing to give to others, much less my Angelic team!

I see bubbles or orbs, too! These may be all of the important messages I missed, or they may be the extra angels surrounding me with love and light!

Today I am more centered than I was yesterday!

May you find your magic today as you move through your day!

Manifest a magical day!

Update: The angel I saw before I wrote earlier this morning is to the left, but look, there is one to the right, too! my fingers automatically wrote "right" so we would all notice that angel, too!

Angelic Messages: Children and Listening

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Children and listening were upside down. I drew these yesterday.

I asked for the highest and best message for all!

Interestingly I woke up after a dream and couldn't fall back to sleep. 2 am.

So what did I do? I pondered these cards!

Choose with your heart. The guidebook talked about remembering a time when you had two life changing choices that could take your life in 2 very different directions. Make the full body choice.

WOW. Do I have a story about that. Years ago when I was first dating my husband, I was driving home from teaching summer school math. I had my two kids and Dan's son in the car with me. all of a sudden I felt something. I turned to the kids and said, something has happened to Dan. This was only 6 weeks after we had met.

When we walked into the house, the phone was ringing. I answered it. The nurse on the other end of the land line asked me if I was Dan's wife. I said, yes. Mind you I was not, but for some reason I said yes. She said there had been an accident and he had been taken to the ER. She asked me to come right away.

I actually hesitated before I answered her question. I knew, in that moment, that this was one of those life changing decisions for me. I had a Dr. appointment for myself, that I did not want to miss. However, this felt more important. I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I needed to rush to Dan's side. As it turned out, it was a LIFE changing decision. We married 2 years later.

I feel like this is a reminder to us all to listen with our heart to the messages of our angel guides and the connections we have around us to feel for the decisions that we are making with our whole body. Look for those whole body yes answers in our everyday life. Start small. Practice listening for the answers.

This brings me to the next set of cards.

Why are there 2 upside down cards? Children and listening.

For the children card, one of the messages was that children will be coming into your life. However, with it being upside down, I suspect there is a block there. Also it stated that we need to be in touch with our inner child. Now that feels more like the message that is meant for me and for all of us, too.

Could there be a block or cloud over us that keeps us from being in touch with our inner child? I thought about this during the night.

As a child I was always serious, but I played a lot more with my horses and dogs. If they were expected to know something, I took it upon myself to teach them before my dad did. At that time, my dad was a tough guy who was not kind when a horse or dog did not respond the way he expected them to. Nor was he kind to us, as people in the family. (He changed, eventually, but that is another story).

I pondered the card again, as it was upside down. Am I blocked by traumas that still need to be healed? Is my inner child trying to be heard? Am I looking for answers outside of me, rather than deep within?

Does this card radiate with you, or with us as a community?

Where is the block for the children?

Being that the card is of two little girls, I have some ideas about that, too given the state of the country. I am sending lovelight to the children of the country and the world.

I love the Ideas and Inspiration card. The little angel girl is whispering messages to the women. What is the angel saying to her? What is your angel guide saying to you? What are the magical idea and inspirations that your team is bringing to you, today?

The listening card was also upside down. The women is listening to an angel, possibly a male angel, or a gender neutral angel, very intently. Since this card is upside down, it possibly means that I or we as a collective aren't able to hear our teams messages that they are sending to each of us.

When I put the cards all together, what do I see or feel is the message? What do you see or feel is the message for you?

Could our inner child be blocked to the ideas and inspirations that we are being told by our team?

Is it time to find our inner voice? Is it time to let go of the clouds that are limiting us from hearing what is best for us to do in this moment in time? Possibly.

I choose to listen with my whole body, I chose love and light so I may hear the important messages from my team, so that our children and our inner child can safely play again. Letting go of the blocks, the fear, the grief, the pain so that we can rise up again and lift each other up as we move forward.

The dream I had was with my mom. She was driving us into a parking ramp. The man at the gate let us in with a ticket, but the ticket had a box checked on it. The box said, SPEEDING. My mom had apparently been speeding into the parking ramp and the man was reporting her for SPEEDING. She tried to argue with the man, but he held fast. You are speeding, I must report it. She did not know what this meant for sure. She said, that she had a new car and this car was very different from her last car. The man did not care, he kept saying the truth is you were speeding.

I have absolutely no idea what this dream means, but I thought I would share it here. Thoughts?

Manifest a Magical Day, or more!