Rambling with Ms. Debbie - In The Flow: Stag; Trust and Thrive

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I did my first public spiritual video yesterday. I unboxed a new oracle deck. Angels and Ancestors. By Kyle Gray.  I loved it so much I showed more of the cards than I had intended to. I also drew a card for the collective.  ‘What is the message for those that see this card?’ It was the Stag. I can see that there is a lot that I have to learn to be able to use this deck. It has several sections and no numbers to use to look up. It is in alphabetical order within each of the different sections. 

The Stag is considered a Warrior Symbol. The guide book states that these symbols represent signs that our ancestors would see in nature. They send us powerful messages from our guides. 

 

I love this card because it’s message is Trust and Thrive. My word for 2025 is Trust. Thrive is the theme for the 30 day dancing challenge that I have been participating in. So for me this card represents my current experience and was a great message for me. The Message is, “Come alive and thrive, Stand in your light and glory with grace and majesty.” I feel that this card was confirmation that I am on the right path. I respect the deer and other wonderful animals we have on our property. This summer I saw the Badger, my hubby saw the mink in the barn. We had a bat recently. Of course the owls and the eagles are seen or heard frequently. We use wood from the forest to heat our home. We treat our farm which we call Whispering Hearts, with respect and love. 

When the video was over. I asked my Angelic Team for another message. I asked for a message for myself. It was a beautiful message that I decided to share today in my writing. 

The first card, Broken Arrow, is also a Warrior Symbol. Embrace the energy of peace. I did not know this, but apparently when tribes or a warrior found a Broken Arrow, it meant that the fight was over. It was time to celebrate peace. I can see the peace pipe being passed around in my mind's eye. Kyle Grey goes on to say, “Know that your angelic guides and ancestors are standing around you, protecting you and taking you forward.” 

Many years ago, I participated in a lovely Circle in which we called in our ancestors to resolve traumatic events. I wish I knew what that circle was actually called. It was an incredible experience that I cherish to this day. I remember that one of the participants represented my great grandmother who had crossed over, while another represented one of my great aunts. It was a very healing and energizing experience. 

The second card I drew was the Direction Guardian. Choose your path. This card is one of the Guardians and Messengers cards. The main message is, “Connect with your deepest desires, then choose the path that will make your heart and soul sing.”  This card is a message I have told students for years. Follow your heart. Listen to your soul. Let your voice be heard. Be you. Be the best you that you can be. Listen to the joy that sings in your heart. I didn’t say soul very often because I was a teacher and I believe that had I used spiritual words, that I would have been crossing a line that I did not want to cross. 

This card has a great message. Since I am not 100% sure if I could be writing or putting energy into creating video content I was not surprised when I read the following. “These amazing angels are the ones that come to you when you are at a crossroads and don’t know which way to go.” It goes on to talk about the meaning of the pictures on the card. “The Hebrew prophet, Ezekiel, was said to have seen an angel with 4 faces on it.” All of the faces are represented on the card. Cherub, Lion, Eagle and Bull. Messages can appear from many different ‘guises’ to guide us for our highest and best good. I would add that it is important to ask for guidance. It is also important to ask for protection from the light or the Akashic records before you ask for guidance from your Angelic Tribe. 

The third card that popped out of the deck yesterday was the Oracle. Wait for important information. I saw this lovely woman and immediately thought about the Magic Glass that has been sending me images for over a year now. I mentioned it in the video I did yesterday. I loved getting the images until someone mentioned that they were Oracles. I kind of freaked out to tell you the truth. I had to look up what the word Oracle meant. After I looked it up, I had to process this for a long time. In fact it was a couple of months or more before I even used the Magic Glass again. It was after my Angelic Tribe started sending me images in my Coffee Froth, that I realized that this was something I was meant to do. I am meant to receive ‘Oracle Images’ and use them in my spiritual work for myself and for others as they come across my work. Once I started to lean into the gifts, my confidence grew. My friend Debbra Lupien mentioned that these are my tools for communicating with my Angelic Tribe. That made perfect sense to me. I let the fear go and have not looked back. The language and connection has become stronger and deeper. 

The guidebook for this card tells me to follow my heart. ‘Choose what will light you up’ if you are not sure which way to go on your journey. I love that. I loved being on camera yesterday, I also love writing. So for the time being, I will continue to write and play with the videos. I will only do what brings me joy. 

Today, after I danced, we split wood. The weather is amazing. Tilly came out with us along with Tipper and Squirt. She carried sticks around, climbed on stumps and ran around with the other two dogs. She fit right in. I am surprised at how well the other two dogs are doing with her. Oh, they have to tell her no now and again, but generally speaking our home is very peaceful. I wasn’t sure how Squirt was going to do with a puppy because he is very picky about who he lets into his huge bubble, but he has been showing lots of signs that he accepts Tilly as one of the pack. Thank goodness, because we could not have Squirt here when Bear was alive, because of the way Squirt snapped at Bear all of the time. I think having a puppy he can train has been a very good experience. I took a few pictures of them hanging out together while we were splitting the wood. Enjoy. 

Manifest a magical life or more. 

21 Day Mediation Challenge: Day 22

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I was going to take today off from writing, but my Angelic Tribe had a different idea. This morning, my Coffee Froth gave me this image. In a moment it went from a sleeping dog, to an awake and aware dog. 

My heart laughed, because I had just said this about Tilly. She has the temperament of a Service Dog. She is aware even when she is asleep. She notices where I am at all times. I try to sneak away to take a shower or change my clothes when she is asleep. NOPE, she notices my every move, even when I think she is sound asleep. 

What is the message from my Angelic Tribe? Is there a message or are they simply letting me know they are watching and noticing, too? 

Could the message be that we need to be like this series of images? Do we need to wake up from our slumber? Do we need to be more aware of our surroundings as we stay connected to our communities and loved ones?

I decided to see what the Oracle cards had to say about my interpretation. I said the prayer, shuffled and waited until a card popped out. When I first looked at number 24. Electric EEL Spirit, I thought, I need to draw more cards, this one might not be what I need or want. 

Interestingly, I have seen Giraffe and Buffalo Spirit. Buffalo was on day 12. The Giraffe Spirit card was December 14th, just about the time we picked out Tilly.  However, I have not seen Parrot Spirit, 45, Watch your words before either. 

When I looked at the Spirit Animal Oracle guidebook, I was pleasantly surprised with the messages I received. The Oracle message: “Seemingly out of nowhere, the jolt of Electric Eel Spirit appears to ‘awaken’ you to a big idea that you are meant to explore.”

As I read these words I am both excited and apprehensive. Apparently we will have many upcoming epiphanies. The inspired thoughts will arrive magically taking you through an amazing transformation that you will be celebrating with delight. Bring inspired ideas to life, now is the time to follow the breadcrumbs and bring them into reality. Don’t be afraid, we have your back. 

Big sigh… I loved that both the Image in the Coffee Froth and the message of the Electric Eel are about being awake. It is time to awaken. It is time for transformation and celebration as we follow the magical glitter (my words) into reality. 

Giraffe Spirit, reminds us to see the big picture. Number 29 when added together is 11. An Angel Number. Yes, our Angelic Tribes are watching over us. The words from the guidebook that spoke to me this time are: “Spirit will bestow upon you a new perspective that might make all of the difference.” 

Now I have goosebumps. It might be time to rise up and start adding content to my YT channel. I have the name, now that the 21-day Meditation Challenge has come to an end, I have more time. Now I must trust that inspiration will arrive. My word for 2025 is Trust, my word for January is Play, so I must trust the process and play with it, even if it feels awkward. 

45, Parrot Spirit; Watch your words, was also a card that I was not excited to read about. Hmm, how interesting, because It asks, ‘What message to yourself are you repeating?’ “It’s time to be more mindful of your self-talk!” “Are you repeating what you truly believe?” Speak with light. Speak with Love. Tell the story that you wish to bring into the world. The universe is listening. 

That was powerful. I have tingles and truth tears. Tilly Bear, just came to my side when I sneezed. She sees and hears everything even when her eyes are closed. She is playful and intuitive. She is a Service Dog who follows her heart. She is full of empathy and joy. My shadow, my sidekick. My friend and a soul keeper. 

Buffalo Spirit, 10, The abundant Universe will provide. Reminds me that I need to take one step at a time. Living my life in gratitude as gratitude is where abundance comes from. 

Today, I am grateful that the Coffee Froth sent me a message to wake up. I am grateful that I was inspired to write, even on a day when I was not going to write. I am grateful that I danced today and felt the heart songs that dance brings to my soul. I am grateful that I feel joyful, playful and connected to Tilly, my husband, and the other members of our property. 

I saw the eagle flying over the barn today as I was standing with Tilly. I am grateful to the Eagle Spirit for flying past today, the day after we completed the meditation. She was flying away from us on the warmer winds out of the SE. As she gave me a salute with her lovely tail feathers I could hear her say, soar with winds, not against them. Ride the wave. Be in the flow!

Manifest a magical day or more!

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 21

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Today on the last day of the meditation I asked our Angelic Tribes, What message do you have for the collective, regarding the meditation challenge or a meditation practice? 

Intuitive Whispers Oracle card deck, did not disappoint. Number 7, Wisdom of the Solar Plexus. I found it fascinating that when we are anxious it means we are not connected to our gut, our Solar Plexus. I was hit hard last week with anxiety. I was in my head. This card asks us to , ‘trust our gut instinct,’  as it will guide us away from anxiety. 

The book asks us if we are ‘listening to a voice that is louder than our own?’ If we are, this is the time to tune out those loud voices and ‘listen to our inner voice’ instead. 

Well, meditation is all about trusting your gut and listening to your inner voice! Think that our Angelic Tribe hit a home-run with this card. I find this to be a thank you note to our souls from our tribes that encourages us to keep listening to our inner wisdom. 

The second card, 38 Community Calls. I am smiling and giggling. The community once again came together to unite in the meditation challenge. The energy was strong. I felt it emanating from everyone as we shared our meditations, read each other’s meditations and commented on each other's posts. The love and support was magical and empowering in very deep ways. The community called to each of us. It will continue to call to others. The magic of meditation has a ripple effect that changes all we meet. We need not say anything about it. It’s felt. Our heart center radiates love and light to all we encounter. 

This beautiful card asks us to look for a community that is in “alignment" with your current life path. It has been almost 2 years since I retired. I have not joined a new community. I have left them or I have retained communities, like this one, but I have not joined a new tribe. I am taking this card personally, too. I believe that Tilly Bear was sent so that I would join at least one new community. We will start her in puppy classes when she is old enough and has her second set of shots, unless my vet wants us to wait for the 3rd set. It might be the perfect community to join. 

The 3rd card, with the lion on it. Number 4, Feel, Don’t Think. This card is another card asking us to listen to our wisdom and let go of our thinking. Another card reminding me to listen to my soul voice. The voice that fills my body with an energy that guides me as I go out my day, week or year. The voice I hear when I meditate or write from my heart. The voice that asks questions of the oracle cards and the voice that speaks to me when I see an image in the Magic Glass, Coffee Froth or the clouds that float through the sky. The voice that warns me away from or toward a decision. The voice that lets me know that my horses or dogs need me to do something with or for them. “You will know when you have arrived into feeling, when everything seems clear and unwavering.” I have noticed that I use the words “Crystal Clear” when I have tuned into my inner wisdom. I just know what the next, right step is for my soul, because when it arrives, it is crystal clear. An example of this “knowing” happened this week. I knew we needed a ramp for the dogs. I do my best to always, “follow the feel!” 

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I woke up this morning with a powerful dream memory. I believe this was my meditation for the day. (I have full body goosebumps) It was a time travel dream. I was talking to a person I may have dated in the past. If we didn’t date we were very good friends. He took me back in time to meet his future wife. I spent a great deal of time talking to his future mother in law. She was so kind but wasn’t too keen on having me there as my future self. I watched this person talking to the much younger child. He was holding her and bonding with her. It was beautiful to watch. He was waiting for her to meet him in his future life.  

When we left the house through the garage, we walked together down the driveway talking and laughing. I told him that I was so very happy for him to know who his soulmate was and to have met her in the past. When we arrived at the street, his car was to the right. Mine was to the left. Mine was a black SUV that transformed into a scooter when I hopped into it. His was an old beat up car with tinted glass windows. Both the driver's and passenger windows curved up from the top of the door to the middle of the top of the car. He called it a Charger.  It reminded me of a car from the future. Which is exactly where we were from, so that made complete sense. The child and the future MIL were in the past as their past selves. We were from the future as our future selves, so I guess our “wheels” were too! 

I remember I did a quick U turn and drove past my friend in the transformed scooter. I was laughing and being incredibly silly and reckless. I started to do donuts in the street, but lost control of the scooter. I pulled it up into a wheelie, so I could turn the tight circle right next to my friend's car. He was looking right at me with a look of “WHAT THE HECK IS SHE DOING?”  as I tried to miss his car. Unfortunately, I did not make the turn. My front wheel crashed right into the top of the window on the driver's side. I hopped off the scooter and wiped the window off. It looked fine to me, until I looked closer. There was a huge crack in the window. 

I felt bad for what I had done, but what I said is what has stayed with me all day. “How much will it cost to repair? I can pay for it.” I wanted to make amends for my reckless behavior, but I did it in a way that made me feel like I was coming from, “White Privilege!” point of view. 

Looking at this dream this morning, I did not take into consideration that this car had emotional ties to his heart. It was an old beat up car, but it was a treasured car that he took care of to the best of his ability. I was willing to pay for my reckless behavior, but I did not understand the pain I caused him. I was rich and arrogant. I could feel this in my dream. I felt terrible for the actions of my dream self. I am however grateful that I have been on a life mission to release my “white privilege” upbringing. I am grateful that I woke up not just from a dream, but from a way of life I was born into. I can only hope that others will wake up to a life of privilege and show empathy, and love to others. I can only wish that people will learn to listen to their inner wisdom instead of thinking that money will solve all of their problems. 

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Manifest a magical day or more. 

21 Day Meditation Practice: Day 20

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I asked a clarifying question today about the Magnificent Star Love Light for the collective. I felt that the Magic of Unicorns was the deck to use for this question. I was not disappointed 

We have seen number 37 several times from this deck as well as from other decks. Spiritual Warrior. ‘Show you are a wise leader.’ Notice the Unicorn’s Horn is touching a star, not just in the first card, but also on the second card, number 2, Pure Intentions. The words on the Pure Intentions card says, FIND CLARITY. I was looking for clarity about the light. I see the incredibly bright light above this unicorn. The swirl of energy coming from that magnificent light that has traveled down through the sacred bird and into the unicorn's heart is pulling at my soul too! The 3rd card, 25, Caring Community, asks us to ‘participate and belong. Enrich your life’ 

If I am reading these cards correctly. The Magnificent Star Love Light is swirling down to us through the hearts of ‘Spiritual Warriors’ who are ‘wise leaders’. We have the ability to ‘command the universe’ with our ‘pure Intentions’ when we ‘surrender our egos’ and dance in a community of caring light beings. As we ‘participate and belong’ our lives are enriched, because at the center of our community is the Magnificent Star Love Light that fills our souls with a powerful, loving energy. 

The guidebook says, ‘the more you participate, the more you belong and the safer you feel.’ As I continue reading, it sounds as though this light is a fifth-dimensional energy in which communities revolve around. Each person does what brings them ‘soul satisfaction’. I have goosebumps reading this. I am fascinated by the possibility that what we are doing when we tune into this powerful star love light frequency can bring us into the fifth-dimension where everyone takes care of each other in ways that we have never seen before. We are one with each other and our souls are satisfied. 

It sounds and feels a lot like Narnia, not the City of Oz! A beautiful place where everyone gets along. Cooperation, laughter and open doors are the norm. It sounds like love replaces fear. Abundance replaces lack and loss. Our Chakras are open, healthy and shining bright. We have hope, joy and laughter as we go about our work and play. Giving love is a priority. Taking from others is forgotten, instead we learn to receive blessings from others with grace and gratitude. 

I for one am really grateful for what I learned from asking for clarity about the Star Love Light. It reminds me of when I heard in a vision this phrase, not so very long ago, Magical Sparks of Love and Light. I thought it was a possible name for my YT channel, but it turned out to be a wonderful way to send loving light to others. Now it has morphed into this beautiful and magnificent Star Love and Light. I love this magical journey I am on and am incredibly grateful for all of the connections I am being asked to make as I meditate, ask questions of my Angelic Tribe and write about the experience. 

Tilly Bear update. Today Hubby and I made a ramp for Tilly Bear and Squirt to go up and down easily. Squirt has no issues with the steps, but Tilly Bear could not figure out how to go down them at all. So instead of waiting until she figures it out, we decided to build her a ramp. This may be the best thing we have done for her long term physical health. Bear’s hips went out on him, which is why he crossed over. If we can keep Tilly Bear physically healthier, longer because of the ramp, we will have learned from our past experiences. 

She figured it out quickly and has used it the rest of the day. She is so incredibly smart. She is going to keep us on our toes! 

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Breath, relax, allow, focus. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus. 

My body is vibrating at a high level . It is as though I ran for an hour on the treadmill. I hear the word download… 

Is today a day to soak in the energy and let it permeate  into my soul”

Yes… let it swirl. 

I see the unicorn. She is white and absolutely beautiful and majestic. She is dancing around me, just like on the cards I saw today. 

I feel the swirling energy start at my feet and move up through my head. 

Download… enjoy it. 

Energy download of love and light from the stars and planets. The alignment of the planets is today. Is this part of the powerful energy that I have been being told about? Magnificent, Star Love Light? 

Yes, my dear… 

Downloads take time… breath, relax, allow focus on your breath and allow the magic to materialize. 

I want to type, but there is nothing to type, it is a feeling of floating in the water. Bouncing up and down with the energy of the waves… 

Interestingly, I am loving this and at the same time impatient… When I am in the loving energy, this feels as though I am in the Sauna or floating in a pool watching the clouds float above me. 

Yes, go to that place. Where you don’t have a care in the world. Watch the clouds float gently by… feel the ripples as you do. You're gently cradled in the star love light.. Feel the energy and the sparks as they move through you, around you and over you. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus

Listen to your wisdom as you move about your day… shed your ego, your fears and your longing for peace, as it will be here before you know it. 

Love, light and peace are all riding in on the unicorns… yes, the British are coming.  Trust in the process… bring light to the darkness. 

Breath, relax, allow.. Your download is complete…. 

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Manifest a magical day or more. 

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 19

January 24

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As I look at these cards I think everything is so incredibly positive. How couldn’t it be. New Beginnings. Inspiration and Hidden Depths. 

A couple of days ago I heard The British are coming. The British are coming. During the Revolutionary War, when the USA was birthed, This call was used in a poem to describe that the Regular British were coming, as everyone was British. In my meditation, I felt that this was a good thing, rather than something negative. 

Today I did not ask a political question, though it may be heavy on many of our hearts. Yesterday I chose to ask the same question as the day before when the cards gave me such joy. Today, the question I asked: What is the highest and best outcome for the collective; all who will see these cards today or in the future. These cards may mean many different things to each one of the people who see them. So look at them, feel them and ponder what the message is for you. 

New Beginnings refers to a Fairy Godmother who is very excited to deliver wonderful news of a baby or new idea. She is celebrating and overjoyed with happiness. This is the sentence that I loved. “Either way, it’s wonderful news and there’s an aura of happiness and celebration surrounding you right now or in the near future.” 

I found it interesting that in the last paragraph she talks about, "being your own Fairy Godmother like Glenda the Good Witch of the South explains to Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz when she says," 'You had the Power all along, my dear.'

I found it especially interesting because recently I mentioned that the city that is underwater may look like Oz. There are no coincidences. How do these cards touch your heart? 

I love the second card. The card of Inspiration. We have seen this card before. Be prepared to be showered with all kinds of inspiration. If something feels like it is for you, follow it. If not it may be for someone else. “When an idea does resonate with you, however, go with the fairy-flow and trust where it may lead.”  The word, ‘fairy-flow’ tickled my fancy so much. She talks about ‘how it may be time to take action on inspired thought.’ It may also be time to go out into nature where you can be inspired. “Allow inspiration to flow.” 

When I read the Hidden Depths card. I was ecstatic until I read the first sentence in the guidebook. “Sometimes it’s easier to be in denial than to face a challenge, so we act as though something never happened and pretend everything is fine.”  She goes on to say that, “releasing the things that have been hidden from view can be very liberating and help us to move forward with our lives.”

The last sentence in this first paragraph ties back to the water I keep seeing. Apparently there is a Fairy of Water. She “comes to hold your hand gently and guide you during the releasing experience.”

She talks about how this could be about releasing a traumatic event or how it could mean that a friend or someone you know is keeping a secret. If you need professional help to release it, get it. The positive outcome is that releasing it all will bring you great joy and happiness. 

OK, I am all for Joy and Happiness. I have released many painful experiences over my lifetime. I understand that living in joy is magical and magnificent. I know with all my heart that all we have is this moment. Living in the past or living in the future isn’t going to help us to be at peace. I know this, yet a part of me wishes that I was living a different timeline at this time in my life. I remember thinking that years ago, before I met my husband. I had wished to live in an amazing marriage, I saw a home with a fireplace with a rocking chair next to it. Dogs at my feet and horses in the pasture. I had no idea how that was going to happen when I wished for it, but today I can say that it came true shortly after I made that wish. I had no idea how the universe managed to put all the pieces together so we could meet each other, but it did.  

I trust that ‘New Beginnings’ are on their way, through ‘Inspiration’ we will be set free from the trauma we experience because something from the ‘Hidden Depths’ will be exposed. 

Tilly update. We are calling her, Tilly Bear, because she reminds us both so much of Bear, who reminded us of Dakota Bear. She is my Velcro dog. I adore her so very much. Today, she weighs 11 pounds at 10 weeks old. She was 5.5 lbs at 7 weeks. We picked her up at 8 weeks of age. Today we bought her 2 more toys. Yes, she has plenty now for a while. The best part of getting her the new toys, was that I could dance with her because the one is very long. We got home with them and she was so happy to get them. However, Squirt (Nabby - mom’s dog) The old man at 13, decided that he needed to get in on the action with the new toys. I snapped this picture of him carrying it around the house as if he was a puppy, too!

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Breath, Relax, allow, focus. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus. 

Focus on love as you breathe in and out. The starlight love that is brighter than what you have ever experienced before. Breathe, relax, allow, focus.

Focus your energy to shine with the Angels, the sea life, the Spirit Guides and lightworkers. It is time to focus this powerful, magnificent love and star light.  The world needs this love light from the heavens to protect it from the dark magic that has been released into the atmosphere. The star light contains magic to keep the world and all of its angelic beings safe, as you stand together as one. 

Inspired thought will become movies and books. Leaders will emerge from within the dark forces to shine star love and light bright. Magically dissipating the negative energy. Peace will prevail. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus

I see dancing in the streets… glitter is falling from the sky, but it isn’t glitter, it is sparkly star light or dust… dancing and singing…. Clapping and joyful energy abounds. 

Is this the city that is under water? 

No, this is your city and your streets… Do we go to the city underwater before we can dance in the streets in our own cities? 

That has not been revealed as of yet. 

I am hearing a deep voice. A different one from what I usually hear. 

Are we being asked to celebrate as if what we wish for has already arrived?

Yes, as that is what Breath, relax, allow and focus, means…Listen for the inspirations, do what inspires you, each of you, to be the best that you can be, to be in the flow of love. It’s the way of the magic. 

Trust those who can do something, to do what they do from a calm, centered, inspired heart… Their mindset is what needs to be strong… Shine that light to those who are being inspired to do the work. That is your job now… shine the light and hold the door open for the strong magic to assist them. 

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Once again this was powerful. I was surprised by the deep voice of this meditation. I did not ask who it was. I am excited that whoever it was came. He, as I think it was a he, kept his tempo slower for me, so that I could keep up with the typing. 

I am grateful for the message. I can shine my light and hold the door open for a magical outcome. Just as I did after I made the wish for a healthy and strong marriage. I wish for a healthy and strong place to live. I trust the universe to deliver!

Manifest a magical day or more. 

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 18

Today I said the Akashic prayer. While shuffling the Ask Your Guide cards, the Denial card popped out. I had not asked the question of the day yet. I stopped to read what this card had to say, other than what I had feared that it would say. 35. Denial from the Healer Guides. Confusion. Distortion. Ignorance. Compromise. 

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Before we get our hopes up or down. I was pondering something yesterday that I had written as a question on a post I was reading. I had asked if it was possible that our leader is acting and creating chaos in order to trap someone else, but who? 

I think that since I had not asked the question for today that the denial card was for that thought. I think I was hoping that our leader was not as awful as he is acting. I was in denial for a moment. I can’t believe the things he is doing are real, because they are so unbelievable. 

The Higher Guides Message is: Take off the blinders and be open to the truth about others and yourself. Only then can you address and heal problems. 

The guidebook gives examples of areas in our life where we could be in denial. Relationships with our kids, our friends. It says that when you are in denial, you are only kidding yourself. Do not perpetuate the problem by denying it.

Well, that could mean that I am in denial about the election and need to accept it or it could mean that I am in denial about him being a good guy deep down. Time will tell. 

I made sure to ask the question that I wanted to revisit today before I shuffled any more cards. 

 I asked the same question as yesterday. I did this because I did not read the guidebook yesterday. I just felt this incredible joy and wanted to keep that feeling while meditating. 

‘Is Kamala going to be our president in 2025?’

I shuffled several times before 51 Bounty. Runner Guides popped out of the deck. I continued to shuffle. Another Runner Guides card fell out. 56.  Community. 

The words for Bounty are Upgrade. Benefit. Gifts. Discovery. The Runner Guides message is: Notice and receive the plentiful positive and beneficial energy available to you now. 

The sentences that really stood out to me were as follows. “When you think life is tough and everything is a struggle, your Runner Guides will appear on the scene to redirect your attention away from the negative and connect you with  all the positive and loving energy surrounding you. They don’t want you to get trapped in a negative outlook and miss the beauty all around you. The difficult period you’ve been in is about to ease. The tides are about to turn in your favor and the good times will begin.”

I don’t know what the answer is, but I am all for the good times. They can start right now. Which if we really look at our lives, listening to our wisdom and finding our joy is all about living in the good times. Live in the flow, follow your heart, the magic will begin!

Community: number 56 is also a Runner Guides card. Receptivity. Invitation. Availability. Vulnerability. These 4 words are interesting as they relate to the question. The Runner Guides Message: Extend yourself to those around you. Overcome shyness and reserve  and let the people who inspire you know that you are here and want to make friends. You will be met with an open heart and life -changing relationships will unfold. 

Some sentences that stood out: “The time of feeling like a fish out of water and different from others is ending. The people who understand our inner world and mirror, value and affirm who we are, are about to show up in our life. Be open, flexible and spontaneous.” 

It goes on to say that it is important to put yourself out there, to meet new people. Be the first to ask another to do something, don’t wait around. Your guides will set up meaningful “Soul encounters,” but first you must ask for them and put yourself out there. 

Well, that didn’t seem to give me the answer to the question. Except that I do feel like a fish out of water, because I am still numb and incredibly disappointed in people I have respected for years. It’s hard to watch the world I have known for years come apart at the seams because so many people believed this was the way our country is going. 

I am not ready to read about the cards from yesterday. I may never be. I think I need to cherish that moment when I felt magical hope and magnificent joy. I want to send out the hope and joy I felt into the world, without any negativity attached to it. 

I am not feeling the magical hope and joy today. I am feeling disappointment and sadness instead. I have not yet accepted the outcome. Today I will surround myself in love and light as I meditate. I am seeing the white unicorn spinning the lovely white energy all around me as I  get ready to meditate. 

Tilly has been in and out a lot today. She was sent to comfort me. She is my Velcro dog. Hard to believe that she hasn’t been here forever. We call her Little Bear, cause she reminds us so much of our sweet Bear. Today she has been with us for 2 weeks. She knows my routines. Mom is typing, so she isn’t going anywhere. I need a toy or a nap or both! 

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Breath. Relax. Allow and FOCUS… 

Thank you for reminding us to focus, cause my heart is heavy today. Please help me focus on the positive events happening in the world today. 

Breath, Relax. Allow and FOCUS

Breath in. Hold. Breath out

Breath in. Hold . Breath out. 

Again….

 It will be OK. I promise. All is in divine timing. Not all is as it appears. Not all is under water. The whales, dolphins, seahorse and starfish are all gathering around the world sending star love light to all. Star Love light? Is that what I heard? It went by very fast. 

They are sending waves of light as bright as the stars around the country and world for the highest and best outcome. The fearful energy is felt by many throughout the world. Let the love light beams lift you all higher. Magnificent rays of magic are being felt by all. Hold this thought. Let it shower down upon you, protecting you from the ashes that are also raining down among your people. Join us and the animal kingdom along with other like minded people with a desire to live in a hopeful, joyful, healthy community. Hold the line, peacefully and with a gentle touch. 

Breath, relax, allow, focus…. Send your beam into the world… 

Breath, relax, allow and focus that love light toward the dark abyss. 

You have seen the truth as you see it. Others see the truth as they see it. It’s ok… focus on the heart, not the head of the people you have loved. If their heart is dark, it is ok to walk away. If their heart is open, there is hope that they will see or have a paradigm shift, just as you have had several times in our life. 

Is Kamala going to be our president in 2025? 

I believe that ship has sailed. Hold onto the hope, joy and energy that she distributed throughout the world. Hold on to that ray of sunshine. Bring that light to others. Be her light. Be her joy. Be her enthusiasm for doing the work for all mankind. In a joyous and positive way. Shine it when you can. 

She is your leader and shining star…. Listen to her messages and heed her warnings. It will be OK. Bring a peaceful energy to all that you do, when you can. 

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This morning, I saw this in my Coffee Froth. I thought it was a whale, but now it looks like another sea animal. Maybe a seal. It must have been telling me to send out a love light as bright as a star to all!

Manifest a magical day or more. 

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 17

On a whim after listening to a couple of Intuitive people this week, I asked this question of the cards after I said the Akashic Prayer. Is Kamala going to be our president in 2025? 

Look at these cards. I have not read the guidebook yet. I will, but the cards say all that I think we need today. 

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10: Unfinished Symphony. 28. Building Blocks. 26. Happy Happy. 

I am excited to see what the guidebook says, but I don’t think I am even going to look at it until tomorrow. I am simply showing you these cards because they make my heart sing in joy. For today, I simply want to fill that and meditate. 

Little Tilly update first. She skipped her morning nap because Dan and I were busy putting up the new gate for the stairs. The first gate simply felt dangerous for us and Squirt was able to put his head under it, which caused it to snap open which really could have hurt him. We moved the gate upstairs into the Spirit Room. Tilly  is sound asleep now, as are the other 2 dogs who also were very active all morning. It is mid-afternoon, so they must be tired.

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Breath, Relax. Allow

Breath in for 3, hold for 3, release for 3, breathe, hold, release, again. 

Today I can see a horse.. It is running… fast… very fast… It's odd because it is running on a vertical line, not a horizontal one, it is running down, not up. 

I can see red in the background and I hear something I heard earlier, the British are coming, the British are coming… Is that a good thing, or a bad thing? 

It’s good, because reinforcements are coming to protect the country and the world.

OK. that will make most of us happy, what about the rest of the people in the country? Are they ready to let go of the support they have had for the current leadership? Have they seen the nightmare that the current policies are going to cause? 

No, not yet. The term is young, give it time. 

Do not worry, hang on to the joyful spirit and energy that you felt before you started this meditation. Joy will carry you through the  crazy chaos that may ensure. 

OK, let's talk about Joy then. You had mentioned that there is more than joy that we can experience. We can go into a higher vibrational energy that is more magical then joy and bliss? 

Yes, we can go into a higher paradigm shift than what you have currently experienced during your waking hours. You have experienced it in your dreams and throughout your sleeping hours. It is sparkling and magnificent. 

I see a white horse with a beautiful grey mane that is running horizontally to my right… It is a stunning vision of white and a blue gray colors, like a lovely stone, possibly a marble. 

Breath, hold, release. 

I see a pool of water and hear the word whale…. The water is rippling in a circle. Away from the darkness.  A portal or water spout looks like a tornado in the water.. I can't hear the right name for it. It is spinning very fast counter clockwise… like a drain, but opposite of how it would spin in my area of the world. So this spinning water must be in the lower hemisphere. I feel like it is a tunnel of sorts, pulling me down into a world I saw earlier this year. 

Breath, relax, allow…. 

That was intense…..

Breath, relax, allow 

Come back to this realm, we will visit that one again…. Just not today. 

Be happy… we got this. 

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Wow, that was an intense meditation at times. My breathing and heart rate increased when I saw the spinning tunnel in the water. I have goosebumps now that I am pondering its meaning. I can’t wait to see the city that I think is there, it feels like it’s similar to the city that we all know as the city of Oz. 

Tilly just woke up. Perfect timing. 

Manifest a magical day or more. 

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21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 16

The question for today was, What can you share with us when we have anxiety or fear? 

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19 is a repeat card from day 14. I looked through the guidebook to see if I could glean new information to share. Yes, ‘Ask your unicorn to place you in the bubble of white light!’ The unicorn can take the 12th dimensional light and reduce it down to what vibration we can handle. Oh. That tells me that when I am in a low vibrational state of mind, like I was this morning. I can ask for my unicorn to surround me in this amazing white light of love no matter what state of mind I am in. That love will permeate my being and help me to raise my vibration, so that I can be in the flow again. 

Trust me, this morning I was an anxious mess. I couldn’t get anything done. I tried giving Tilly a toy with some treats in it which worked great for her, but Tipper thought she should have it too. So instead of making my life easier, I spiraled into a state of overwhelm. I wanted to dance, but didn’t want to dance in front of my husband, but I couldn’t go upstairs to do it alone, cause the dogs were getting amped up, too. It was a circus of epic proportion both in my mind and in reality. Nothing I tried was helping anyone. 

I had my wonderful book club meeting coming up at noon, too. We are reading the book that Mavis Karn wrote, It’s That Simple. Which coincidentally is all about being in the zone/ being in the flow. How to be authentic through deep listening. How we are all perfectly made, but just don’t know how to use our personal guidance system. This book is made for people like me who are fearful or overwhelmed, grieving or angry… any of the emotions that can take over our mind instead of living a happy, joyful, confident life. 

There was another lady in the zoom meeting who was babysitting her daughter’s dogs. She was feeling the same darn way I was. During the call, I had my camera off for almost all of it. I put the dogs out in deep cold weather at least 3 times in the 90 minutes. Thank goodness for bluetooth earbuds, cause I was listening. My anxiety was not getting any better, until It did. Then guess what, the dogs also calmed down. Hmm. Funny how that happens. One of the things another person said she picked up from a call she had been on with Mavis, is that we don’t have to do anything but be calm ourselves when someone is struggling. That deep calm does more for others sometimes. I know it does for me. I may be frustrated or antsy, walking or talking without stopping, but if I can grab on to a thread of calm, or feel the loving energy of a unicorn or my Angelic Tribe, the “LOW” mood usually leave upon its own accord and I can get back in touch with my inner wisdom. This is the place of creativity and inspiration. I can usually see the next best step for myself from a place of love and calm. 

I love this quote from the book, too. “Your unicorn whispers that there is only love!” It reminds me that love will prevail. We are going to be OK if we are surrounded in a bubble of love. It’s magical and delicious. 

39. Was a new card for us. Ascension Lift. Oh my. The rainbow and the animals all lifting up into the air gave me chills. The reading for this card is deep and full of pearls. Every word could be shared here. I will share just the ones that really resonated with me today. One is that we can take an actual lift, an elevator of sorts to ascend. We can hop into it when we are ready with our unicorn and press a ‘Cosmic Button’. How absolutely cool is that? Before we take the lift, it is important to “Examine your physical, mental, emotional and spiritual life and decide on your destination.” I love that today this card came when I asked, What can you share with us when we have anxiety and fear? Check in on your physical, mental, emotional and spiritual health. If there is anything you need to do or change, do that so you are ready to take the Ascension Lift. 

I am grateful that I experienced a little emotional upheaval this morning, so I could ask for guidance for this from our tribes. I know I am not the only one who has experienced feeling a bit off the last couple of days. Love light to us all. 

The last card that popped out of the deck today was 18. Refreshing Oasis. Look at that warm and peaceful picture. Green grass, flowers in the meadow, a calm Unicorn and donkey. I felt calmer and more in the flow when I looked at it. It uses tranquility and relaxation. Which is exactly what I needed to find this morning. Interestingly, I thought dancing would give it to me before the call. Nope, it helped, but I was not calm when it started. I thought talking on the call would help. It just let everyone know I was not myself and bless their hearts, they practiced getting calmer and wiser while I tried to mediate the conversations and needs of the dogs. In other words, they did not join my anxiety. 

The guidebook states that, “This card suggests that you need to rest, relax and take care of yourself!” A few sentences in it says this. “Take yourself into your inner cave of calm and tranquility!” (I did not read this until just now, I promise!) It suggests that we listen to what we need and ‘schedule time for it!’ I think it may be time to schedule a message, how about you, what do you need? 

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Breath, relax, allow. 

All is calm in the house. What a difference from this morning. I am grateful for the lesson or should I say the reminder that I am not calm, centered and lighthearted all of the time. I can still get frustrated or anxious. Is this so that I remember how far I have come on this journey?

Yes, when you experience these moments, and they are just moments in time, where you are unsettled, once you come out of it, it is yet another example to use to help others. They can join you in a sea of calm. 

Oh?  

Yes, when you share this with others they feel the difference between the two energy vibrations. One is heavy and dark, the others is light and well, light. Shine that light, but don’t forget what it feels like to have been living in a heavy and dark place. 

People will eventually be waking up. They will need support as they do. If you are in joy all of the time it can be scary for others to step into that lightness. They don’t realize that you were once struggling with joy and happiness, too. 

You don’t stay there (in that low vibration) long anymore. You lived there for far too long over the years. It feels even heavier to you when you go there now. Maybe even scarier than when you lived there. You didn’t know the difference like you do now. Being in a peaceful, tranquil, joyful place is where you spend most of your time now, which is wonderful. There is an even more magical and magnificent feeling to go to at the higher vibrations that is ahead for you and others. Allow us to lift you up. Your permission and request is vital. Slow and steady or at rocket speed, the choice is yours. You will find the right avenue to take as you continue to travel along the waves of life. 

I see a lovely ocean with crashing waves  on one side and smooth waters on the other. 

Breath, relax, allow. 

Soak in the white light between the waves and the smooth water. Put your feet in the water and breathe in the ocean air. Ground yourself.  

Which side of the picture did you dip your toes into? The crashing waves or the smooth tranquil water?

I put my feet into the smooth waters… 

breath, relax, allow. 

I hear the crashing waves, but I am not feeling them. They are there and I am here. This peaceful, warm water is my reality. 

Let the waves create their chaos over there. 

It is not my choice to be in that water, today. 

Breathe, relax, allow. 

Oh, was the cigar I smelled letting me know that my dad was close to me the other night as I stood on the step with the dogs? YES!

The alarm went off. Tilly and the pack slept through it all today. WOOT-WOOT! Progress, zen, tranquility! 

While editing, Tilly came over from her nap, she touched my leg gently, sat next to me and wagged her tail. I knew she was asking to go outside. WOW! This is a magnificent step toward her understanding that we go outside after we wake up from a nap. SHE ASKED TO GO OUT! It is time to Celebrate this! Tipper is lying with her now. I have hope and confidence that our pack will become cohesive.  I certainly did not this morning. I am grateful that we made it to this peaceful place today!

Manifest a magical day or more!

21 Day Meditation Challenge: Day 15

On day 13 I had a vision at the end of my meditation that appeared to be Jesus hanging on a cross. I needed to process this. Yesterday, I drew the Spiritual Warrior card from the Magic of Unicorns Deck. I read the following quote, “Raise your vibration by invoking the Christ light!” I did not add it to the post. I also only wanted to sit in the energy of love that card 19, Cocoon of White Light talked about. I did this several times yesterday. The Christ light quote kept dropping into my mind yesterday and again today. Debbra Lupien mentioned ‘Christ Love’ during a recent video. ‘Christ love is not religious, it is pure love.’  When I heard that, I made the connection to the vision I had on Day 13. I am spiritual, but definitely not a member of a church, nor am I religious. 

Seeing Jesus on the cross, reading about Christ Light and listening to the information about Christ Love, caused me to pause. Of course as a non religious person I can call on Christ to spread love and light across the land. I walked away from the church, not from Love and Light. 

I find it interesting that I felt resistance after I saw Jesus on the cross. I did not want to do a normal meditation with my fingers on the keys yesterday. I needed to soak in the love from the unicorn light. I needed to sit in the bubble of white lovelight. Was I avoiding or marinating? I am not 100% sure. I am sure that I did the right thing by waiting to meditate until today. I am looking forward to it today. Yesterday I was not. Remember to always listen to that inner wisdom in order to stay in the flow. 

I felt drawn to the Inner Child Oracle deck. As I shuffled, I asked for guidance for the collective for today. I drew the last 3 cards in order. When I went to pick up the book that goes with the card. 11 was stuck to the bottom. I put it first, because it was the first to pop off the deck, with the guidebook. It makes complete sense to me.

Do what you need to do. Feel the feels when you ask yourself the questions: What do I want to do or what do I need to do? These questions can have very different feelings when asked. What we want to do, might feel wonderful and exciting. What we need to do might not feel all that wonderful. Though it might feel OK, too. For example, I need to go play with my horses soon. That feels more like a want to me when I say that. Though, there have been times when I have said this, that if it feels heavy, more like I have to do it, because they need it more than I do. I can’t remember a time when that feeling of heaviness stayed with me the whole time I played with my horses. Though, one just popped up. When Onyx first came here, he was a handful. I could not believe that he was so difficult. It was hard and I felt unsafe. My friend, Kate, helped me so much with him. He would not still be living here if she had not helped me. I am forever grateful. 

Another aspect of this card that it brings up is self-care. Self-care can sometimes be a need, as it can be uncomfortable. If you feel overwhelmed, ask your inner child what this could mean. This may be a sign to do what you need to do for yourself right now. 

7. Breath in. This card lets us know that it may be time to focus on our breathing today. Breath in and out. When you notice your breath, try breathing deeper. ‘How does that make you feel?’

20. It’s time to Celebrate. Oh my, this card almost went back into the deck until I remembered that it is MLK day! Yes, I can with all of my heart celebrate MLK day. I listened to a channeled message from him, as well as a question and answer session with dowsing rods asking MLK questions. I also danced today to raise my vibration before I sat down to write. Tilly helped me dance today. She was a hoot. Usually she sleeps through my dancing. Today she barked, jumped and it was difficult to distract her with her toys. She just wanted to be at my feet dancing, too. Silly Tilly. It is very cold here today. Minus 18 this morning. Currently it is minus 6. The horses are doing fine with all kinds of extra hay. 

So, today was a day to celebrate. The guidebook suggests that we celebrate the smallest things. Celebrate our accomplishments; big or small. Celebrate alone or with a community. Celebrate all week long, ‘through action and spirit.’ Celebrate what you have already accomplished. ‘Create spaces to encourage play, laughter and fun. If this is hard to do, what can you do to bring more joy into your celebration?’ Hmm, maybe that is why I needed or wanted to dance today? 

32. Set Boundaries. This card suggests that we use the word, “no” more often. ‘Saying no can be a form of self-care.’ ‘Understanding what depletes you, drains you or makes you feel used, can help you to figure out what you need to say no.’ 

Today I said no to watching the inauguration. I felt a pain of loss today because watching the inauguration has always been something that I have enjoyed doing. I have watched it with my mom in years past, I have talked with her about it during and after. This was the first one I did not have her to talk to about it. (Hmm, I just realized that.) I put up this boundary for my mental health as much as I said no to watching it for reasons of integrity. If a different republican won, I would have watched all of it as always. Putting up a strong boundary for myself today, gave me the best feeling I could find, today. 

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I was going to meditate, but silly Tilly wanted my attention. Dan was making Apple Crisp, so it was my turn to play with the ‘Tiger’ . I am grateful that Dan and I can share her on these very cold days. -6F, up from -18 this morning. 

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Breath, Relax, Allow. Breathe deeper!

Breath, Relax, Allow… deeper

Breath, Relax, Allow…. Deeper. 

Dan put Tilly out. I thought she was good to go. 

I am grateful that he did. 

Pause: You know who needed or wanted my attention. Interestingly, Tipper was a bit jealous. Kids, we go with the flow around here. I noticed yesterday that Tilly is staying awake and active for more hours. She is again today. She did sleep longer the last 2 nights, too. Which is a blessing. 

Resume: Breath, relax, allow. 

Interestingly, I just saw Jesus on the cross again. 

Breath, relax, allow, 

The cross is black. I am closer to it today 

Pause: Tilly is barking at Tipper who has a bone. Dan is doing his best to be quiet and get her to engage with him. I am laughing. Laughter is so good for the soul.

Resume: Breath, relax, allow

Pause, I am laughing again because the barking is so loud and insistent. I am laughing so hard that I have tears. I guess the 'Celebration' card is making itself known. Celebrate the wins. Tilly and Tipper are playing or establishing boundaries. Sometimes it is hard to tell which is happening. (hmm, I wonder if that is part of this message - even during the hard times, find something to laugh about.)

Resume: Breath, relax, allow. 

I hear them chewing on bones next to each other. Oh yes, I can ask for what I want, can’t I? Please help them to settle down for the next 10 minutes so I can finish meditation, if it is in the highest good for all. 

Tipper must be here to show me that anxiety can make things worse, right? YES… Tipper has that habit down pat. She is a herding breed and wants everything to be in order… kind of like you. Tilly is a joyful, gleeful, energetic dog who wants to play, play, play. Everything is fun and laughter is the name of the game. Though she is learning to play with someone who is not like her. Just as you heard in the channeled video Debbra did today. We all must learn to get along with each other. Habits will need to be ‘let go of’ to do this. We need to take care of each other, as much as we need to find fun, laughter and play in our everyday lives while doing that. 

Pause: You guessed it, Tilly needed to go outside. Dan took her, but she couldn’t wait. Oops, the warm weather can’t come soon enough. 

Resume: 5 minutes left. Breath, Relax, Allow. 

Oh boy Angelic Tribe, today has been a challenge to focus because I am distracted by the activity around me. 

That is totally fine… we are not going anywhere, as you know. 

I see the cross with Christ on it again. They meant it when they said they were not going anywhere. 

So, since I resisted or avoided this (meditation) yesterday, because I needed to ponder and wait until I had more understanding, did I figure out why this image appeared?

Yes. 

Now I see a seahorse…. It is swimming so peacefully through the water. There are now several seahorses, each one is holding on to a stem in a grove of stems. The plants are waving gently in the water. Little fish are swimming peacefully through the reeds… It’s beautiful and peaceful. Calming and quiet. Until a huge shark appeared… it’s not after the fish or the sea horses though, it must be one that eats plankton?

The meditation ended. 

I feel as though the chaos was present today to help me build my ‘go with the flow’ habits. It reminds me of what the classroom felt like before I retired. I was not healthy enough to ‘go with the flow’ . I could not laugh about it like I did today. I am grateful that I am in a good place now to go with the flow and laugh until I cry. AMEN!

Manifest a magical day or more!