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Today on the last day of the meditation I asked our Angelic Tribes, What message do you have for the collective, regarding the meditation challenge or a meditation practice?
Intuitive Whispers Oracle card deck, did not disappoint. Number 7, Wisdom of the Solar Plexus. I found it fascinating that when we are anxious it means we are not connected to our gut, our Solar Plexus. I was hit hard last week with anxiety. I was in my head. This card asks us to , ‘trust our gut instinct,’ as it will guide us away from anxiety.
The book asks us if we are ‘listening to a voice that is louder than our own?’ If we are, this is the time to tune out those loud voices and ‘listen to our inner voice’ instead.
Well, meditation is all about trusting your gut and listening to your inner voice! Think that our Angelic Tribe hit a home-run with this card. I find this to be a thank you note to our souls from our tribes that encourages us to keep listening to our inner wisdom.
The second card, 38 Community Calls. I am smiling and giggling. The community once again came together to unite in the meditation challenge. The energy was strong. I felt it emanating from everyone as we shared our meditations, read each other’s meditations and commented on each other's posts. The love and support was magical and empowering in very deep ways. The community called to each of us. It will continue to call to others. The magic of meditation has a ripple effect that changes all we meet. We need not say anything about it. It’s felt. Our heart center radiates love and light to all we encounter.
This beautiful card asks us to look for a community that is in “alignment" with your current life path. It has been almost 2 years since I retired. I have not joined a new community. I have left them or I have retained communities, like this one, but I have not joined a new tribe. I am taking this card personally, too. I believe that Tilly Bear was sent so that I would join at least one new community. We will start her in puppy classes when she is old enough and has her second set of shots, unless my vet wants us to wait for the 3rd set. It might be the perfect community to join.
The 3rd card, with the lion on it. Number 4, Feel, Don’t Think. This card is another card asking us to listen to our wisdom and let go of our thinking. Another card reminding me to listen to my soul voice. The voice that fills my body with an energy that guides me as I go out my day, week or year. The voice I hear when I meditate or write from my heart. The voice that asks questions of the oracle cards and the voice that speaks to me when I see an image in the Magic Glass, Coffee Froth or the clouds that float through the sky. The voice that warns me away from or toward a decision. The voice that lets me know that my horses or dogs need me to do something with or for them. “You will know when you have arrived into feeling, when everything seems clear and unwavering.” I have noticed that I use the words “Crystal Clear” when I have tuned into my inner wisdom. I just know what the next, right step is for my soul, because when it arrives, it is crystal clear. An example of this “knowing” happened this week. I knew we needed a ramp for the dogs. I do my best to always, “follow the feel!”
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I woke up this morning with a powerful dream memory. I believe this was my meditation for the day. (I have full body goosebumps) It was a time travel dream. I was talking to a person I may have dated in the past. If we didn’t date we were very good friends. He took me back in time to meet his future wife. I spent a great deal of time talking to his future mother in law. She was so kind but wasn’t too keen on having me there as my future self. I watched this person talking to the much younger child. He was holding her and bonding with her. It was beautiful to watch. He was waiting for her to meet him in his future life.
When we left the house through the garage, we walked together down the driveway talking and laughing. I told him that I was so very happy for him to know who his soulmate was and to have met her in the past. When we arrived at the street, his car was to the right. Mine was to the left. Mine was a black SUV that transformed into a scooter when I hopped into it. His was an old beat up car with tinted glass windows. Both the driver's and passenger windows curved up from the top of the door to the middle of the top of the car. He called it a Charger. It reminded me of a car from the future. Which is exactly where we were from, so that made complete sense. The child and the future MIL were in the past as their past selves. We were from the future as our future selves, so I guess our “wheels” were too!
I remember I did a quick U turn and drove past my friend in the transformed scooter. I was laughing and being incredibly silly and reckless. I started to do donuts in the street, but lost control of the scooter. I pulled it up into a wheelie, so I could turn the tight circle right next to my friend's car. He was looking right at me with a look of “WHAT THE HECK IS SHE DOING?” as I tried to miss his car. Unfortunately, I did not make the turn. My front wheel crashed right into the top of the window on the driver's side. I hopped off the scooter and wiped the window off. It looked fine to me, until I looked closer. There was a huge crack in the window.
I felt bad for what I had done, but what I said is what has stayed with me all day. “How much will it cost to repair? I can pay for it.” I wanted to make amends for my reckless behavior, but I did it in a way that made me feel like I was coming from, “White Privilege!” point of view.
Looking at this dream this morning, I did not take into consideration that this car had emotional ties to his heart. It was an old beat up car, but it was a treasured car that he took care of to the best of his ability. I was willing to pay for my reckless behavior, but I did not understand the pain I caused him. I was rich and arrogant. I could feel this in my dream. I felt terrible for the actions of my dream self. I am however grateful that I have been on a life mission to release my “white privilege” upbringing. I am grateful that I woke up not just from a dream, but from a way of life I was born into. I can only hope that others will wake up to a life of privilege and show empathy, and love to others. I can only wish that people will learn to listen to their inner wisdom instead of thinking that money will solve all of their problems.
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