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I was searching for a gift and a gratitude for today. I was searching really, really hard for them. I was looking at license plates, I was looking for animals, (I did see a red tailed hawk, but it wasn't radiant like yesterday), I watched the ground thinking I would see a coin or stuffed animal that had fallen out of a car. Nothing, but a green and red piece of twine that also didn't radiate. I was hoping to talk to a friend when we checked out
of the store, instead it was a man I was seriously trying to avoid. I didn't want to talk about horses with him. We don't think alike. Instead I wanted to talk to the gal with the joyful heart. How interesting, spirit said, nope, go to the gentleman.
I had decided not to bring up horses, however I had a horse on my sweatshirt. Imagine that! Yep, he asked me if I had horses. That lead to one conversation after another. OOPS. I so wanted to find the gifts and the gratitudes. Hmmm, that was not happening. My energy was dropping, my heart was not joyful and I was packing the bag way too heavy for a single layered bag. Fortunately, the bag held and did not fall apart.
In the meantime, I was being questioned about the use of the word grateful when I stated that I was grateful that he pardoned his son. I couldn't use the word that way. Finally, I put up a boundary and blocked the 3 people who were being bullies about my comment.
As I put away the groceries, I pondered the experience. I apparently was looking way too hard for a gift and a gratitude to write about today. I took a few deep breaths. It occurred to me, that because I was looking so hard for them to appear, I was pushing them away. I was drawing in the vibration that the feeling of "LOOKING HARD" and frustration was vibrating at. Grief, fear, anger, apathy etc, all vibrate lower than, joy, love hope, excitement, curiosity and kindness radiate at.
I decided to sit with that idea for a moment. Dan had brought in a package that had arrived from Amazon. I remember being curious as I opened it, cause I had totally forgotten what we had ordered. There on the top of the box was a new Oracle Deck I had ordered a few days ago. Inner Child Oracle, created by Amanda Lynn Aisling. My hands were damp, so I set it on the kitchen table. I couldn't wait to sit down to open it.
When I did, I was pulled in completely to the beauty of each card. I touched each card as I admired each one with lovelight. I was in awe of each card. I knew that I was keeping it. My energy lifted dramatically. Healing me from the lower vibrational energy I was feeling earlier in the day.
I shuffled the cards and drew 3 of them for this community of people who will see and read this post.
I love this first card. Emotions are the reflection. Well, do I even need to say more about that? I don't think so, but I will. My trying hard to look for something exciting to write about, was pulling my energy lower and lower. It wasn't until I became aware of my experience, that I could change the outcome and draw in a positive and uplifting experience for myself and possibly some of you.
The second card Let it go. Let go of all that no longer serves you. Well dang, that is exactly what I needed to do to draw in the positive feeling I had when I saw the box in the first place. I was curious, I felt like a child opening a gift. It was delightful to see the oracle cards that I had forgotten about. It was uplifting to read each one and fill the deck with lovelight. My heart was grateful for the experience because I was reminded to stay in the circle of love, hope and joy and let the lower vibration of fear, grief and frustration go. It does not serve anyone to hold onto the lower vibrations.
The 3rd card was, do what you need to do, it may be difficult, but now is the time. The angel with the rays of light showering down upon her filled me with a magical feeling. Doing what you need to do, not always what you want to do was the message in the guidebook. I wanted to write today so that I could stay in the flow for all of you, but what I needed to do was let go so that my Angelic Team could write it for me.
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A lovely, sweet duck showed up in my coffee foam this morning. Ducks spend time in the air, on the ground and in the water. They adapt to the environment around them. They do what they need to do to survive in the wild. They migrate with the seasons. This looks to be a hen. She blends in with nature to raise and protect her young from predators. They are naturally buoyant. They rise up. An angelic message to rise up. Lift up our vibration. Do what we need to do to protect our energy from dropping into that lower range, where we don't want to be.
Today I am grateful for the lesson to be buoyant. Be curious, be loving, be kinder. This was a lovely and unexpected gift.
Manifest a magical day or more!
